Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

I am anxious and feel sad

[Nala.]

Quite unmotivated to do what I need to do.

I really wish he would keep his mouth shut. Some things don't need to be said/shared.

I am struggling tonight. Not sure how to be okay. Have no choice but to be okay

And.... I can't sleep. My brain just won't shut down.

Not sure if I should take the medication or not. I'm struggling with anxiety but it might not help anyways.

[London_grace]

Tired today.

[Lunar]

I hate how you act towards me. I've not done anything wrong to you, and yet you treat me as if I'm the bad one. Well I've had enough. Enough is enough. End of story.

Maybe today won't be so bad. Idk. My anxiety is telling me otherwise

So sleepy.

I should be happy but don't feel happy. Just want to curl up into a ball and die. Not sure why I am feeling this way. Maybe I do know?

I am so sick of being tired all the time!

[Everglow.]

Feeling low and on edge tonight. Want to go to bed and sleep.

I have so much junk and unused items that I want to get rid of! I have no idea where to start.

[nothereanymore]

I don’t want to tell anyone but I know I need to because I’m gonna snap and blurt it out in front of someone I don’t want to, I’m sure. I don’t know what I want. Validation? Comfort? I can’t go to the cops. I know that. I can’t talk to him about it. I know that.

[Lunar]

I hate all of you, and I can't wait until the day until I have no ties to you or your awful children. The day is gonna come, and while it will be hard at first, I'll be glad to 'not know you' any longer.

[London_grace]

Feeling like binge eating.

[Fanatic]

I dont know why I always make myself miserable. When until I break? When until I start feeling better? It's a neverending painful cry that wont go away. Do I even deserve to be living right now?

[nothereanymore]

If I’d known that two years later I’d be fucking assaulted I would have tried harder to kill myself that night

Great, now I’m embarrassed. I bet my face was flushed, too.

I'm a horrible person.

[Kate*]

Since the managers are back to ignoring me, I'm back to being afraid of them...Awesome considering my review is coming up.

[nothereanymore]

I hope anyone else I tell is as kind as him. even if he doesn’t think it was rape, he agrees it wasn’t right and that I was hurt

I don't feel like I can do this upcoming week. It should be relatively laid back but IDK

[nothereanymore]

Living with you is miserable. You’re so annoying. And I’m a horrible person for thinking that.

I can't stand you!

[Lunar]

I wish that this wasn't so frustrating to deal with.

[MWF]

I was gonna ask my roommate if she wanted to hook up with me before she moved to Singapore. I'm socially awkward and I've never so much as kissed a girl. I barely got any sleep last night, then I went to work, took a nightmare-fueled nap that went more than an hour over, and then I rehearsed what I was going to say for the next hour. 50 minutes of that was just me looking terrified in the mirror before I even got the courage to say what I wanted to say to MYSELF. I finally got up the courage to go up and talk to her, but when I knocked on her door, no answer. She left when I was taking that nap.

[nothereanymore]

Tired of feeling like if I go to the doctor they’ll tell me nothings wrong or they’ll laugh at me.

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

I'm a failure at everything. I just ruin everything I touch.

[Tigereyes]

What the fuck have I done this time?? How have I already managed something like this? But I'm too afraid to tell someone cause I'll get yelled at, but it'll be worse if someone finds out. I want to die..

[Everglow.]

Feels like I'm always asking to meet up with my friends and they always have a reason not to see me. I'm so lonely.

Can't it be next July already? I am so lonely without her, I have nobody else. (Other than TeenHelp)

I feel worthless

[Kate*]

I keep putting off making this appointment for literally no reason, but the longer I don't do it, the longer I'll have to wait.

[nothereanymore]

I’m tired of talking

[London_grace]

I'm tried today.

[Lunar]

I cannot wait for all this to finally be over. I've been waiting my entire life for something like this to happen. Sadly, we still aren't there yet, but hopefully soon, because I really just want the relief of you being out of my life for good.

[Kate*]

Perfect day for training crap and training crap is broken You better not complain about it not being done because it can't be, I tried all day.

I can't help but feel worthless and overwhelmed.