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December 17th 2018, 11:01 PM
Trying to dissociate because being numb is better than all this suffering.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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December 18th 2018, 09:50 AM
I wonder of I'm up for the day?
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December 18th 2018, 10:55 AM
Don't know if I can do this today.
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December 18th 2018, 05:52 PM
I should've just killed myself two months ago like I had planned.. living isn't worth the pain.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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December 18th 2018, 07:53 PM
Can life just fucking chill for a day? Please? I can't handle all this constant fucking bullshit.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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December 18th 2018, 08:47 PM
I’m so freaking tired all the time. Stupid depression. 
“I am beginning to measure myself in strength, not pounds. Sometimes in smiles.”
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December 18th 2018, 10:03 PM
I'm feeling like I want to die. Want to die. Want to die.
Make this fucking stop!!
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December 18th 2018, 10:25 PM
My ear is bothering me and I'm feeling congested again.
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December 18th 2018, 10:27 PM
I just want the holidays to be over!!!
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December 19th 2018, 09:21 AM
So much anxiety right now 
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December 19th 2018, 01:01 PM
Would it be such a bad thing if I cut myself?
Why do I always feel an urge to cut even when things aren't bad.
My anxiety is pretty okay right now. I'm not depressed and here I am thinking about self harm. I guess it truly is my addiction.
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December 19th 2018, 03:54 PM
Why are you so fucking mean to me? I have never done anything to any of you and just want to be left alone. Please.
Darkness Keeps Chasing Me~ Grace VanderWaal
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December 20th 2018, 10:40 AM
I’m in so much pain
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December 20th 2018, 02:39 PM
I don't want to be here today. I have no fucking desire to do this today.
It'll be okay. It's almost Friday
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December 20th 2018, 08:11 PM
Didn't sleep much and woke up feeling like crap. Now I feel dizzy..why??
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December 20th 2018, 08:13 PM
My friend took an overdose
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December 21st 2018, 10:16 AM
I'm not worth much
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December 21st 2018, 11:04 AM
Had a bad dream last night. Is it a sign of things to come?
I'm behind on things too.
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December 21st 2018, 05:22 PM
I'm a loser and worthless.
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December 21st 2018, 05:34 PM
I love my two friends whom I haven't pushed away yet
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December 21st 2018, 06:41 PM
I want to go home.
I want to go home.
I want to go home.
If I could I'd ditch the potluck.
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December 22nd 2018, 07:17 AM
Found out two minutes before I had to leave for work that my last rat had died. Somehow got to get through this shitty weekend and Christmas now when all I really want to do is cry and hide.
"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"
Matt Haig - The Midnight Library
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December 22nd 2018, 11:14 AM
I'm not looking forward to today now. I do worry about the future. We can't go on like this and I'm worried someone is going to get hurt.
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December 22nd 2018, 03:05 PM
I talked too much at work
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December 22nd 2018, 10:57 PM
I checked my weight too many times today.
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December 23rd 2018, 04:04 AM
Please just make this pain stop. I don't care how.
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December 23rd 2018, 01:57 PM
I have a large desire to cut.
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December 23rd 2018, 08:07 PM
If you were just going to finish it yourself, why yell at me?!
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December 24th 2018, 01:42 AM
And the anxiety starts. I had a mostly good day too.
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December 26th 2018, 04:27 PM
I thought talking about it would help but it isn't. Nobody freaking gets it.
"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"
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December 26th 2018, 05:05 PM
Seems everybody's got someone. Someone special. I'm never gonna find that person. I hate this fucking life.
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December 26th 2018, 07:40 PM
My head hurts so badly. I want to go home but can't afford too. Glad it's not a migraine
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December 27th 2018, 11:32 AM
Please don't let the panic come back
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December 27th 2018, 11:44 AM
I’ll never drink again.
“I am beginning to measure myself in strength, not pounds. Sometimes in smiles.”
― Laurie Halse Anderson, Wintergirls
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December 27th 2018, 07:03 PM
Even if I don't die today, I'm living with a thought, buried somewhere deep inside my head but always present there, that I will kill myself someday. I don't know if it happens in a year or in five or in twenty. I'm not going to live long enough to see myself become an old woman suffering from a hundred different diseases. What a life, knowing you'll kill yourself one day! A wonderful, wonderful life, right! How could I ever think different?
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December 27th 2018, 07:11 PM
No one cares. I have no one to talk to.
What's the point anymore?
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December 27th 2018, 07:12 PM
Sooooooo tired..
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December 27th 2018, 09:20 PM
I'm struggling right now and I don't know what to do.
"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"
Matt Haig - The Midnight Library
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December 28th 2018, 02:40 AM
The panic is setting in. I wish I could quit.
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December 28th 2018, 08:34 PM
I feel so ill
“I am beginning to measure myself in strength, not pounds. Sometimes in smiles.”
― Laurie Halse Anderson, Wintergirls
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