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April 6th 2024, 12:57 PM
Am tired of this lousy weather.
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April 7th 2024, 07:42 AM
I'm really hoping things can get better.
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April 7th 2024, 10:12 PM
I woke up this morning thinking it was Monday but nope, it's Sunday.
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April 10th 2024, 01:20 AM
Why do women have to tear each other down? Whatever happened to solidarity?
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April 12th 2024, 07:26 AM
I FINALLY got it all sorted out, so OF COURSE you would CHANGE yours! I'm asking nicely for you to put mine back. Then I ask not so nicely, then I just call off. And, even if you say that wasn't "official" you don't have to know that I gave them the original one to believe they got theirs done first since yours was late. It just looks like you switched us, and you have plenty of options to change it back.
So, I'm either switching 2 shifts with somebody, or I'm giving it up. Because I'd rather be there, and I'm not torturing myself because you're an asshole; no matter how good the money is.
I want that to mean something it doesn't. I have to keep myself from getting excited over something that doesn't exist. And I feel bad bugging you with it, but you keep responding.
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April 16th 2024, 05:28 AM
It's almost guaranteed that you'll change your mind, or you lied to me, or you meant something else. You really shouldn't say things in writing if I can figure out within seconds of looking at the schedule that they're not going to happen that way. Maybe I'll get lucky and she'll go in too. Or maybe at least one of them won't be there, and that's why I can go in. But, luckily I've prepared myself, and I wanted to talk to you about it anyway.
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April 16th 2024, 12:05 PM
I hate not being even stronger.
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April 16th 2024, 03:06 PM
I just don't fit in no matter where I go
It's enough to live a live with love until we die
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April 16th 2024, 09:28 PM
Is everything going to hurt like this forever
It's enough to live a live with love until we die
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April 16th 2024, 11:52 PM
I'd say I'll just be the better person/employee and let things play out until I have her job. But, the last time I said that, it DIDN'T HAPPEN
We're being visited tomorrow. If he's still there when I start (which he'll probably be gone), I'd LOVE to talk to him. Your priorities need adjusting, her management needs work, and the attitude frome these people needs snuffed out.
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April 17th 2024, 11:06 AM
Let's hope it comes sooner rather than later.
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April 19th 2024, 08:49 AM
I don't want to feel like this anymore. It's getting too much.
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April 19th 2024, 10:53 PM
Getting approved for this feels like it's taking forever. Still dreaming of moving to the big city by fifty.
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April 20th 2024, 07:51 AM
All the more reason I would love for this to work out. I was told they'd be "rare" but they're 1/2 or 2/3 of my shifts. And, I hesitate to adjust availability unless I know for sure he can cover the slack (and I don't have that right now)
And, in my defense, I got the shift covered, and he agreed to pick it up on what I didn't realize was his day off. The money is good, but I don't want to stay if things don't change; and I'm not sure they will.
And, now my brain is beating me up, and as much as it's not my favorite manager's job to be my therapist, he does a good job; and I probably won't even see him tomorrow
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April 20th 2024, 06:06 PM
It really seems like everything I try just ends in failure. I feel like I'm cursed. Why does everything go wrong, only for me?
It's enough to live a live with love until we die
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April 21st 2024, 05:36 AM
I wish I was more stronger.
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April 23rd 2024, 11:16 AM
I wish I didn't have to deal with this...
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April 24th 2024, 12:48 AM
Well, yesterday's shift was a fucking nightmare, maybe tomorrow will be better. But, promotion is seeming less likely by the day. Giving my brain all the more reason to fucking destroy me. And, my best bet for trying to improve things at least a little is to do nothing for now, and hope for an opportunity that may never come.
"You never know." But, I DO know, because it's already happened at least twice, and I was right about doing everything and none of it well enough. So, I do know, it's NOT happening, and I can't afford to be stagnant if there's no chance for advancement! Not to mention, you care more about your own promotion than keeping your ass in your own store, and working the schedule YOU wrote for YOURSELF.
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April 25th 2024, 10:42 AM
I don't know why I'm like this...
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April 27th 2024, 09:25 AM
I'm hoping to get past this quickly...
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April 28th 2024, 03:35 AM
I really am trying...
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April 28th 2024, 05:09 AM
So, yeah, you tell me to be patient, and that I'm doing a great job. But, also that she isn't getting promoted over me when it's blatantly obvious, and that he doesn't have it in his character to screw me over when he's done what he wants from day 1, and given me constant excuses. But, what else are you supposed to say? It's not like you can admit anything else to my face
If only, but I know, because he told me, that it was accidentally posted for the wrong location. Unless, she's leaving too, but I think she decided to stay.
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April 30th 2024, 04:06 PM
Why do I ruin every friendship I have?
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May 2nd 2024, 05:27 AM
Next performance review will be very interesting. And where the fuck is the schedule, while we're at it?!
And that's called karma, bitch, and it's coming for all 3 of you. I'm sick to death of having to put up with your shit that wouldn't be accepted from anyone else, while you have LEADERSHIP positions.
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May 2nd 2024, 07:25 PM
This is dragging on way too long.
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Yesterday, 04:31 AM
Nauseous before an overnight with my least favorite manager, who literally never lets you breathe all night. I REALLY don't want to do this.
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Today, 10:40 AM
I'm sick of worrying about little things all the time.
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