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Re: Screaming thread. - December 5th 2018, 02:56 PM

How long do I have to face these things alone?


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Re: Screaming thread. - December 5th 2018, 03:37 PM

I don't think this will ever end.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 5th 2018, 03:48 PM

I keep doubting everything. Please someone help make this stop.


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Re: Screaming thread. - December 5th 2018, 06:58 PM

Wishing I was dead.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 5th 2018, 11:44 PM

I want to kill myself.


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Re: Screaming thread. - December 6th 2018, 02:30 AM

Breathe, Breathe, then scream in the pillow.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 6th 2018, 12:49 PM

I wish I weren't here. I wish I didn't feel this way.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 7th 2018, 02:49 PM

Everyone is still fighting.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 7th 2018, 04:04 PM

What is the fucking use sometimes.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 8th 2018, 03:37 PM

Feeling off and to binge
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 8th 2018, 05:23 PM

I am struggling to breath right now. It's because of my anxiety.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 8th 2018, 11:25 PM

Want to cry because I still have the feeling to binge eat
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 9th 2018, 02:37 AM

He's not gone, but he switched to either early mornings or overnights, so I don't see him anymore.

I was pretty sure I'd regret that. 8 hours tomorrow is going to suck


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Re: Screaming thread. - December 9th 2018, 04:46 AM

No I'm not okay
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 9th 2018, 01:35 PM

I hate waking up with a migraine.


Are you insane like me?
Been in pain like me?
Bought a 100 dollar bottle of champagne like me?
Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me?
Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me?
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 10th 2018, 12:03 PM

I don't feel well.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 10th 2018, 02:01 PM

Please let 12pm get here in no time. It's only 5 hours away.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 11th 2018, 01:07 AM

I can't do recovery anymore. It fucking sucks, and I'm sick and tired of suffering alone in recovery. Thought things were supposed to get better with it, not even worse.


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Re: Screaming thread. - December 11th 2018, 01:44 AM

I want to die.
I want to disappear.
I want to fade away.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 11th 2018, 07:50 AM

I tried to ask her out today, and she is not replying.. I hope I didn't screw up yet.


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Happy life won't come by being happy everyday. Struggle and always work hard.

Forgive other's imperfection, they will work hard about it once I point it out to them, just like what I should be doing.

On the other hand, never tolerate with my own mediocrity. Never slack and always strive improvement.

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Re: Screaming thread. - December 11th 2018, 02:50 PM

I have a huge desire to die.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 12th 2018, 01:39 AM

I can't do recovery without their support, but I don't know how to ask them to support me. Shouldn't they just know? I'm doing better and I'm eating and yes, I'm weight restored, but those things don't mean that I'm okay. Just because the behaviors are under control doesn't mean that I'm no longer struggling with an ED.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 12th 2018, 02:56 AM

I feel like I can't do this but I don't know what this is.

Life. Work. Love. Health. Me. Maybe I just can't handle me
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 12th 2018, 10:47 AM

So tired
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 12th 2018, 10:52 AM

I don't feel like going to work after my two classes at school.

(I am in the work study program in my Senior Year at High School and only take English and Economics than go to work at Target for the rest of day. )
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 12th 2018, 02:32 PM

I always feel extremely depressed and suicidal, pissed off at anything and everything, or just numb. I don't know how to feel anything else, and I'm tired of feeling like this.


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Re: Screaming thread. - December 12th 2018, 04:12 PM

My psychiatrist upped my medication. I hope it helps with my anxiety a bit more because my anxiety is part of the reason I'm having confidence issues at work.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 12th 2018, 08:24 PM

My colleague just spent a few minutes telling me how lonely I'll be in ten years if I don't meet a partner so as an aro/ace I how feel super.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 12th 2018, 11:18 PM

The waiting is agonizing.


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Re: Screaming thread. - December 14th 2018, 03:19 AM

I'm so fucking pissed. He gave me a B overall when I no doubt earned an A and I definitely need that A. Probably 'cause he's too fucked up on drugs.


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Re: Screaming thread. - December 14th 2018, 03:57 AM

The most significant thing college has taught me in these 4.5 years is that I'm even more of a failure than I originally thought.


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Re: Screaming thread. - December 15th 2018, 02:36 AM

I hope I die
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 15th 2018, 05:55 PM

Why just why. Life is so hard.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 15th 2018, 11:02 PM

Don't want to binge eat. Please go away forever!
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 16th 2018, 11:17 AM

Thoughts of you make things so hard and sad.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 16th 2018, 01:30 PM

Don't feel well.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 16th 2018, 11:04 PM

Wish it wasn't Sunday
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 17th 2018, 12:19 PM

Feeling off and to binge eat
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 17th 2018, 07:29 PM

I feel so sad and yet happy? I don't know how to explain it but I don't like it.
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Re: Screaming thread. - December 17th 2018, 10:44 PM

The weird popping noise has me concerned, but it's probably fine


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