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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"

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Re: Screaming thread. - October 8th 2021, 09:27 AM

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Re: Screaming thread. - October 8th 2021, 07:52 PM

I don't feel safe. I'm going to do it soon, I can feel it. I don't know if I'm ready from the weight of having to hide it from people, the pressure of knowing I've done it. But it just feels...inevitable. If I don't do it, I'm going to do something worse.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 9th 2021, 08:14 AM

Lol this is just craziness.


   
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 9th 2021, 04:25 PM

Lady, I get that this may be your only laundry day of the week, but it's pretty fucking inconsiderate to take up three washers out of the six that work. For the entire complex. On a Saturday. Not to mention you took up three dryers out of eight, at least two of which were already occupied, so now for those of us who JUST started our washing we have to wait for dryers if you're not on top of your laundry. Maybe you should think of others a little bit next time.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 10th 2021, 06:34 AM

I celebrated too soon, less than a week until vacation and my laptop is completely dead. Hopefully they can fix it quick for relatively cheap. Because if I order another one it'll be a waste of money since it was price gouged and it's less than 2, and take months to get here. From what I can find, it's probably one of 3 things. Two of them are easy fixes, I e been without it for one night, and I'm already bored. So, hopefully, I'll have it back for vacation.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 11th 2021, 05:04 PM

My apartment now smells like literal feces. I kept telling maintenance that it's not my toilet that's clogged; it's whatever they did to the plumbing upstairs. Now the problem is seemingly at a critical point, all because they didn't listen. I hope they figure this out today, because I think something really bad might happen if they don't, like flooding or something.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 12th 2021, 01:58 AM

Stop calling me autistic ignorant neurotypicals!


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 12th 2021, 05:51 AM

I really hope I'm not always this busy.


   
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 12th 2021, 08:26 PM

I really don't want to go to this pop up talk tomorrow for work. I honestly can't think of anything more uncomfortable.



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Re: Screaming thread. - October 13th 2021, 05:37 AM

The joys of being an adult.


   
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 13th 2021, 02:11 PM

Hoping to get new hearing aids soon but insurance are such buttheads.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 13th 2021, 02:31 PM

Even if I had given you my last name, I doubt you would've known me by it. Not sure how to feel about that. But, it's done.

Maybe I'm less fine than I thought... the excess caffeine isn't helping, but still. I need this to be the permanent fix and for that to be nothing.
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 14th 2021, 07:54 AM

Lol some people are so crazy.


   
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 15th 2021, 03:22 AM

I'm not as okay as I thought. Thank God you can get almost anything delivered. At least I know I can get food and my meds that way until she can drive again.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 15th 2021, 07:36 AM

Wide awake at midnight. At least I got to shower


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 15th 2021, 03:43 PM

I'm so glad I'm getting coaching, but I feel like every time I feel sad or hate myself a little, I'm failing everyone around me and I have to push those thoughts away as quickly as possible or everyone will be disappointed


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 16th 2021, 02:39 AM

Anxiety and I'm not coping


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 16th 2021, 05:28 AM

She was wrong, it wasn't the same spot, they looked for more, I hope they didn't miss any because I can't have her go through this every 6 months.

Thank God for grocery delivery. Yes, there are extra fees, and I don't blame you for the emergency, but if you had gone to the store sooner, I wouldn't have been stuck here for days with literally NOTHING in the house and no other way to get it besides bothering relatives who are over an hour away. I did what I had to do, and did a pretty damn good job for a first time by myself, so you don't get to be mad.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 17th 2021, 08:33 PM

Do you, or don't you? You leading me on like this gives me false hope. You don't even like women. So why do you do this to me? Do you find it entertaining to stir my heart up and make me feel for you? Do you know? I love you, and these things make me feel all fuzzy, but...I know it isn't good for me.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 19th 2021, 03:31 AM

My anxiety is the worst. See my psychiatrist tomorrow and night talk to him about taking leave in november


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 19th 2021, 09:33 AM

I'm just so tired all the time and it's all down to that place.


   
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 19th 2021, 09:21 PM

I got up and you were ASLEEP, and I knew better than to wake you up. How the hell was I supposed to know you waited for me?! But, if you want to be mad and throw an epic, and obvious tantrum over it instead of ASKING FOR or TELLING me you need something, that's fine. Not to mention, you know better than anybody that I may need to be VERBALLY told. But, whatever!
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 20th 2021, 02:45 AM

I'm just so tired all the time. I want to be able to properly rest.


   
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 21st 2021, 09:24 AM

Wishing I could have a normal life.


   
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 21st 2021, 10:35 PM

Wishing I weren't so stressed out


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