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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 6th 2015, 10:25 PM
he could've just fucking told me instead of ignoring me and using every fucking excuse in the book. you're back with her. good for you. come straight with me so i can properly wish you well. that would be great.
guess i'm more of a hopeless romantic than i thought.
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 7th 2015, 06:14 AM
I've wanted to do that all day. The only thing I can do now is go to bed and hope that it goes away
If you're going to dismiss me from the program and the university you could at least have the decency to take me off the program listservs so I'm not slapped in the face with what I can never have everyday
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; January 7th 2015 at 08:14 PM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 8th 2015, 02:41 AM
I'm tired of you treating me like this, I'm tired of being spoken to like trash, and I'm damned tired of you never letting me finish what I have to say! You can think you're right all you want, but you're NOT. And you are definitely not going to forbid me from getting the Wedding dress I've chosen, just because you think you're always right!!
I've already talked to Jon about the dress. He's already promised that if it comes down to it, HE'LL get the dress for me, since you, my own mother, refuse to help me put this Wedding together AT ALL.
I love my Big Sleepy Bear.
I still fill my panties; do YOU?
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Re: Screaming thread. -
January 8th 2015, 10:05 PM
I find it funny to not even be able to own my money at all, as it seeminly belongs to everybody in my family... and those fights. Why did you lash out at me, yelling money is all I care about? I don't ask for help or for you to bend your back over me, I just want to be left in peace, you wasted too many chances to help me already, no attempt will ever change anything anymore.
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 9th 2015, 07:33 PM
This just confirms everything I've ever believed only on a scale like I've never seen and all I've learned is that I should've done that 13 years ago. Look what it would've saved me!
My life has collapsed and I'm completely alone among the wreckage
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; January 10th 2015 at 03:45 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 10th 2015, 06:47 PM
I don't why I let you take over my life and hurt my heart. I've lost music because of you and you just don't seem to understand how much I am hurting. I want try to tell you with subtle hints but you aren't seeing them. I freaking hate you...but I don't. You are my best friend and that is my fault. *screams in a pillow*
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 11th 2015, 01:47 PM
Who does that? And I am not going to tell you that I know the truth. I am going to wait until you tell me. If you want to play along with lies, I don't care. Because, one thing you are not aware of is that I am well aware of what the truth is and what might happen from it.
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 11th 2015, 02:01 PM
I'm not going to tell you, but I haven't had a real nights sleep in a long while. Most nights are just tossing and turning...I am so scared and sometimes I just want to end it, but I know that would be selfish and illogical. I sometimes wish you were here...I don't know why I think that could make things better but I do...
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 11th 2015, 08:55 PM
*yells in a very loud manner*
Why does everything have to be on MY fucking shoulders?! *bangs pillow against body*
Yes, I know *YOU* do not fucking want things to be distributed a certain way but others do. I secretly try to do what *I* can to please you but in this subject, I have to agree with others. I'm tired of people complaining and wasting my fucking time. I don't even want to be there anymore, I'm only really there because you are.
I am sorry for screaming at you to calm the fuck down, but you have to realize I had a SHITTY morning and talking about the thing you wanted to talk about made me want to just throw my computer out the window >.> My custom ordered violin strings I purchased 3 weeks ago arrived on Friday and I just checked my mailbox and saw them sitting there...You have no idea how stressed and confused I am right now. I am trying my best to calm the fuck down, but unknowing to you the subject you wanted to talk about made me so pissed off, I TOO wanted to just put a fucking hole in the wall.
I don't know what I'm ever going to do. While your life continues forward, mine doesn't...please just slowly bring this crap up, don't come running at me full force with it...I need to prepare for these things...
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 12th 2015, 03:54 AM
* Beats head against wall
I would've gone back tonight and chances are that I will never go back for education again, just a hearing where they beat the emotional crap out of me and permanently end my childhood dream. I don't feel like I would've been ready to go back tonight, but I would've liked to be able to. The fact that this NEVER happens and has probably never happened before (so of course it would happen to me) is NOT HELPING I want to have hope that this is still possible, but I don't want to build that up and then have it completely CRUSHED
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 12th 2015, 02:23 PM
I am falling sick. I can feel it coming. 12 days into the new year and I have to be sick. Will there ever come a time when I will be perfectly healthy again? Can I just go back to 2 years ago? I hate being sick, makes me feel so useless.
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 17th 2015, 02:37 PM
okay lets get this straight! Male circumcision is NOT gender mutilation!! It can be done to those who have problems with their foreskin and the circumcision will benefit them!!
female circumcision IS gender mutilation because it serves NO medical purpose!
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 18th 2015, 02:26 AM
I don't want to do the thing on Sunday mornings - I can easily drop that, this is just to fill in for a person for a bit but I can stay if I want, but what reason is there to stick around on Saturday nights anymore? You aren't wanting to do anything with me anymore =(