What the hell is the point of me posting how I feel and how I hate my life, and how I think theres no point to my life and everything else that is going through my head when no body replys to them...I hate when I dont get replys or I get 2 and there just little things like youll get throught it. Fuck what if I was planning a suicide would people respond then...um probley not even when I was on my other acount most people didnt. Posting all my thought and stuff on here and then not getting replys just makes me feel even worse and worthless. because no one give a damn enought to actall ygive advise.
Maybe I should just give up on this whole thing about writing what I feel maybe I should just do it because it seems like no one FUCKING CARES!!!!!!
7/15/14 was the last time I cut
8/27/14 was the last time I carved something into my skin
10/21/14 was the last time I self-harmed
9/29/14 was the last time I purged
9/29/14 was the last time I restricted
I want you to know that I care. I do. I think people read the threads and don't reply because they simply don't know what to say and don't want to contribute to making anything worse. I know I'm like that. I feel like saying something like "You'll be okay" is worse than not responding because it can be taken like putting your feelings down.
Definitely don't stop writing down how you feel because it's not good to keep it all bottled up. Don't give up on everyone here as we do want to help and we all try. If you need someone and nobody is answering, you can try contacting someone in chat in a private window or utilizing LiveHelp, if an operator is on. And you can always PM me, or anyone else, just asking to talk.
Take care, okay?
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