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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 15th 2013, 02:34 AM
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I found out I had an assignment in my class that I didn't do. My grade is now a 96%. Fucking don't want to get a B in that class aiming for straight A's to raise my GPA. This class was supposed to be easy and is but I was dumb and forgot an assignment. CHECK THE DAMN SYLLABUS!!!
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 15th 2013, 05:01 AM
2 essays damnit.
What lies ahead is unknown. However, in some times, I've sighted several smooth pavements. I myself am the mender of roads, and it is with these we work on.
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 15th 2013, 06:12 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by shufflebug360
Cramps -back and stomach OUCH!!!!!!!! and hormones!!!
^ This. I hate those cramps where I was just rocking back and forth on the floor. Ugh.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 16th 2013, 04:10 AM
Okay this might be more than one thing.. I think my best friend is mad at me for something. I am really fucking triggered at the moment and i feel so alone..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 16th 2013, 01:44 PM
I was hoping to go to sleep and wake up in less pain but I only woke up in more.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 17th 2013, 02:27 AM
She's still mad.
I don't blame her.
Then again, it was just a misunderstanding.
Why can you just accept it?
"Don't tell me you're not beautiful. You're the kind of beautiful the blind would see if we could figure out some way to give them three seconds of sight." -- Shane Koyczan
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 17th 2013, 03:34 AM
I'm afraid of doing something stupid. I need to stay calm.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 17th 2013, 05:32 PM
Had a really rough night last night. Had so many panic attacks recently.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 18th 2013, 11:51 PM
Just so tired all the sudden.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 18th 2013, 11:59 PM
I'm really losing it. I'm barely keeping myself alive.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 19th 2013, 03:23 AM
Patrick doesn't care about me I can guarantee it. I'm like this joke in his life to bring up around his friends and laugh about because oh this depressed easy sophomore had sex with me. He doesn't care, I mean nothing to him, I could've told him I was going to go home and bleed out and he would've just pretended I said nothing. I should just get out of his life.
I should just get out of everyone's lives.
I'm like beating up Mimi with my feelings and she doesn't deserve that she deserves so much better and its so saddening that we're still in a fucking triangle where she likes me way too much, I like him so much I could stick needles down my throat and every time I see him I want his love more than anything in the world, and he likes her sending me down a jealous spiral of hate towards myself.
I hate myself. How could she ever like me. Its no wonder Matthew is sick of me.
How could Cody like me? Fuck all of the shit with Cody, he'll move on find someone better someone who isn't going to end up hanging by a rope or in some sort of rubber room no, he'll find someone normal with perfect breasts and a fair butt with a better voice and prettier hair and I will have been a dead fly dropping in the summer.
I'm nothing in this world, nothing but a worthless mistake.
I mean nothing to anyone here on TH and the fact that I think I do a good fucking job on here and talk to people that seem to care well no one can care about me and every time I think of leaving I remember that this is like my only life, like I'm losing all of my friends outside of the internet and I spend so much time on here that my grades are going to fuck up and I'll drop out of show choir but they won't miss me because I have a horrible voice and dance like a fuck which should be fun tomorrow at fucking homecoming, I hope I just drop dead, maybe I'll just be the prostitute and that's that, who fucking cares anyway?
I'm fat, worthless, pathetic, annoying, unwanted, I'm a fuck, a whore, a bitch, and a freak.
I'm sick, I literally can't feel my fingers and my vagina hurts so freaking bad and I might as well just sleep forever and never wake up I'm that exhausted damn I need some sleep and I need to stop eating so I can be pretty and maybe I should be perfect for Matthew and Patrick and Cody and my mom who I literally can't stand right now. She's a fucking bitch and my dad cries every night because of it and I actually just want them to get divorced. I want to get out of here.
I want to get out of my life.
I think I'm going to cut myself.
No one will give a shit.
Maybe I'll just bleed out.
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 19th 2013, 04:13 PM
I'm such a useless, shit person. I can't do anything right. I won't be able to do anything. I might just have to sit back and watch it happen. And it kills me.
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 19th 2013, 11:03 PM
I'm 5000 words overdue, I can't write. Too distracted, too goddamn distracted by life-thinking moments! Christ! I'm so sorry to my fucking future if I don't get this done!
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 22nd 2013, 02:02 AM
Maybe, if I cut one more time.. deep enough to scare the shit out of myself I won't have to do it again.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first