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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 25th 2013, 05:34 AM
I'm anxious and annoyed for no good reason and mum says I can't see my psychologist until the 15th of Feb and I haven't achieved any homework today and I haven't been keeping up with personal hygiene and I haven't been watching what I've been eating therefore I'm getting chubby and I'm starting to get urges to cut and I'm scared of myself again and arrrrgh
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 25th 2013, 10:01 PM
People triggering me. I love my family, but they're my biggest triggers.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 25th 2013, 10:55 PM
-I had the worst of the worst urges to SH last night
-Today was an okay day until my mood took a sky dive and now I'm miserable again.
-I know somebody online who struggled with an eating disorder & self harm too & they are just all smiles and peaches, and I'm..miserable, in pain, and unhappy...why..
-I miss him.
-I'm lonely.
-I have such a negative, hateful point of view & attitude now & I don't want to be this way but I don't know what to do.
-I feel like I'm on the verge of a suicidal episode again and after last night I don't know if I can cope.
-I wish somebody cared.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
January 26th 2013, 06:11 PM
Kayla's parents know everything, she's not my friend anymore, people trying to report me when I hit people even though they kick me or pull me down the hallway, people need to stop talking to me if they are tired. I do t need to hear anymore crap from them. I might have to stop going to therapy. Only had two meals in the past 4 days. Can't take my dad anymore he's turned into my mom. Ugh stupid divorce! Just be over with already!
~I was always scared of everything, even the carousel.~
~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 27th 2013, 03:22 AM
-been crying everyday for a week or so..
- I want to SH again.......
-Wish my mother cared about anything other than her boyfriend.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 27th 2013, 04:54 AM
I'm suicidal and I can't sleep. It looks like I'm going to pull another all nighter.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 27th 2013, 05:07 AM
Feel like I fucked up.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 27th 2013, 05:15 AM
Gahhhhh, feeling absolutely dreadful! Should go to hospital but I don't see that happening..
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 27th 2013, 04:15 PM
when I want to cry, I can't. When I don't want to cry, I do.
I think Mimi is hurt by me. I think Matthew doesn't care about me anymore whatsoever. I think Jack is starting to get annoyed by me. All my parents care about are my grades. I'm a fake. I hate myself. I can't cut myself, even though I need to (too many ways to be caught). 39 days. So scared. Because I can't help but think about a future for myself, when I promised myself I wouldn't have one.
I can't back out.
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 28th 2013, 03:06 AM
Just so sick of living, when everyone else seems okay and all I want is to die. When I'm jealous of every single girl around me, and they are all just fine with who they are, and so are all the guys of course because theyre all so beautiful and talented and can get those guys. Especially him. I'm the only one that can't seem to be able to make him happy. In fact, I'm sure he hates me by now. He just keeps it a secret so he doesn't hurt my feelings and I go bizerk and then drama starts. I always cause so much drama.....
newsflash. I'm already crazy. Hating me is logical, I hate myself too, but it won't stop me from this.
39 going on 38.
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 28th 2013, 07:58 AM
Purged... Headache.... Feeling sick all day... everything is falling to pieces I feel like he doesn't like me in that way anymore Depressed....
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.