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August 16th 2014, 11:50 AM
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I dislike people who can't accept other people's opinions and keep trying to press their own on other people.
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August 16th 2014, 12:33 PM
Why did I bother waking up?
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August 16th 2014, 08:23 PM
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August 17th 2014, 08:38 PM
My puppy was poisoned and I won't get to see her for a couple days.
C won't. Stop. Being. A. Douche.
Kinda triggered.
Hate writing essays.
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So terrified for school starting Tuesday.
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August 18th 2014, 05:14 AM
Oh great, I fucked my sleeping patterns up again.
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August 18th 2014, 11:07 AM
I have to travel so far for induction and I hate the tubes >.>
The things I do just to get a job!
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August 18th 2014, 06:05 PM
So tired and hungry right now.....
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August 18th 2014, 06:54 PM
I want these guys to leave me alone but I'm too much of an insecure wuss to do so. Last time I tried to tell one of them off... it was just bad that's all. Part of me thinks I deserve their shit.
All I need right now is him so I don't pull my hair out or start sobbing or just be stupid.
College is so confusing. Money is confusing and life is confusing. Love is confusing. What.
School starts tomorrow and even though I'm pretty excited I'm also pretty terrified. I'm scared of not having anyone I know in my classes. I'm scared of walking down the hallways alone. I'm scared of AP classes and of my ADD. I'm scared of being forgotten in band, or triggered in choir, and I want basic musicianship back so much. I'm scared of being alone at homecoming. I'm scared of being made fun of by the seniors or being hated again by most of the theater department and I'm terrified of auditions for any of the shows. I'm just so scared.
My sleep patterns are bad again.
My puppy is still sick and she might not come home tonight.
I'm supposed to be writing an essay but whatever.
I'm only 5 days clean of SH and I kind of need to do it again.
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August 19th 2014, 05:23 PM
Stupid period cramps. 
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August 19th 2014, 07:48 PM
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August 20th 2014, 02:10 AM
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August 20th 2014, 09:41 AM
2 days later and I finally remember that I forgot about my appointment. akjhalkduha;sdja
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August 20th 2014, 10:30 AM
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August 20th 2014, 03:29 PM
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August 20th 2014, 03:56 PM
I hate myself, again.
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August 20th 2014, 10:32 PM
My throat and ears hurt a lot. Great time to get sick. 
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August 20th 2014, 11:04 PM
Some of my math homework is confusing. I hope it won't be on the test.
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August 21st 2014, 12:35 AM
Omygod okay, my ex boyfriend Patrick, his ex girlfriend who he cheated on me with Amanda, and his new girlfriend who he's gonna cheat on and who's 5 years younger than him Tori... are having this stupid fight on facebook and I'm literally like laughing and crying at the same time because he stands up for his twinkie of a girlfriend and I hate it.
I can't concentrate in choir or in English class because I can't stop staring at Matthew and daydreaming my tiny butt off.
Also did I mention I've severely triggered all of thee time now? Like I can't go an hour without getting anxious and needing a knife. I don't even know.
Some girls are going to be using the school's recording equipment and when I say school's I mean its my baby its mine get away mine. They mess anything up and I swear I'm shooting someone.
I have a stomach ache and I have all of this anger and I don't know.
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August 22nd 2014, 12:59 AM
How should I handle this? What if I get another panic attack? I don't want to have a panic attack and people judging me when I see these for the first time...
I mean... 4 years with these people.. I don't want to be remembered bad in all of these 4 years...
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August 22nd 2014, 01:14 AM
I've been anxious pretty much all day today.
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August 22nd 2014, 01:50 AM
My pill melted in my mouth... again... and I can't get the taste out of my mouth. 
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August 22nd 2014, 03:03 AM
Apparently I have MRSA under my arm and I had to get it numbed and cut open and now I'm in so much pain and I just want to cry on someone's shoulder but I have no one.
My hallucinations are back, they messed up my head today in band and I had to leave for like half an hour and sit in the hallway and watch them look at me, I just.... mer...
Mimi found out that I'm only a couple of days self harm free and I think I hurt her feelings but no one really cares about me so it's whatever.
I have two classes with Matthew tomorrow and I don't know how I'm going to take them, I just can't stand how much I need him back, I'll probably burst into tears or into flames I don't know.
I had this big anxiety attack at school today after The End appeared to me, and I missed most of my math class because of it, and I also found out that apparently my favorite teacher (who I haven't actually had yet) is retiring this year and I don't get to have him, boo.
My parents are fighting again yay.
I don't know where I went wrong in my life but I hate myself so much for whatever it is.
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August 22nd 2014, 10:35 AM
I'm too damn tired...
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August 23rd 2014, 10:32 PM
I have so much anxiety I can't audition for the play I really wanna be a part of, I can't look my friends in the eye, hell I can't send a goddamn birthday list to my family without being nervous and scared and hyperventilating
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August 24th 2014, 01:16 AM
I'm tired of being told how wrong I am about literally everything, whether significant or insignificant things
Just because I can't manipulate the other person in seeing/feeling my point, right-wrong, or be straightforward and aggressive
No I'm saying, FUCKING STOP.
Try to understand.
I can't be wrong about everything. No wonder I'm isolated from people.
I'm fucking tired.
I can't.
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I'm drowning there,
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Reason: Made spelling mistakes due to attack.
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August 24th 2014, 06:31 AM
I really wish I could just shut off my brain so I could stop remembering things.
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August 24th 2014, 02:35 PM
I don't feel well. and i'm already tired of school..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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August 24th 2014, 03:39 PM
I'm so done with this family reunion, they need to leave now rather then tonight.
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August 24th 2014, 03:55 PM
I get so scared that you'll find somebody else..... that I physically tear myself apart to get your attention away from every other prettier sweeter female.... I'm afraid to lose what isn't mine to lose....
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August 26th 2014, 12:09 AM
I really don't belong anywhere. I thought maybe there would be a place for me, but there's not. I'm just a freak. I have no where to go.
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August 26th 2014, 02:31 AM
Some rude people annoying me.
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August 26th 2014, 03:08 PM
Although it seems like I may like this job, I wish it would hurry up and open.
I hate trains and I have to get them on my own to an area I don't know just to train because the shop isn't ready yet.
I'm beyond anxious about that.
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August 26th 2014, 04:16 PM
I really don't matter to anyone anymore. Feel so alone today.
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August 26th 2014, 04:52 PM
School starts in:
9 days.
I wish summer lasted forever. I wish my parents didn't have to work. I wish we could do fun stuff instead of them working. I want to move. But then I'll miss 5 people  I still want to move... and school starts in 9 days. Whoever came up with the public school system is a motherfucking bitch. And sorry to all other motherfucking bitches for lumping him/ her in with you.
Almost started cutting yesterday. Eeek. Very little sleep last night, for 3 nights in a row now. Maybe we'll move to Antarctica. Polar bears, even when trying to kill you, are nicer than people
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August 26th 2014, 10:48 PM
My mom bought herself a new iphone with what could have been my New York money without permission, my dad believes that I'm an alcoholic, I want Matthew back more than ever, school is so stressful I'm falling apart, I'm not gonna make it much longer without hurting myself, I'm auditioning for a play tomorrow as long as I don't have an anxiety attack and bail, and I'm gonna be alone for a very long time I know it.
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August 27th 2014, 12:38 AM
I'm sorry....
I am so sorry...
I always leave you alone...
I don't mean to...
It's just.. that I feel so trapped in this...
And I just... wanna escape...
I am sorry for leaving you when you need my help.
I can't even say how much I am sorry...
Sorry for leaving you alone when you need help and you're lonely enough...
I am sorry.... so sorry....
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August 27th 2014, 03:53 AM
I didn't do enough studying and I binged.
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August 27th 2014, 04:17 AM
It's not fair, I've been there seven years! I deserve a staff position! She's only been there since October, what the hell?!
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August 27th 2014, 07:39 PM
My teeth are really hurting me today.
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August 27th 2014, 10:00 PM
I am still sorry...
I have even made a thread about you..
I want advice.. so you don't have to deal with me leaving you alone all the time...
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