This is me

[-A-]

I feel like I'm such a nuisance with people a lot lately. My moms yelling at me about how stupid I am, my friends are are pretty much treating me like crap and lying to me. Girls are just doing what they do best, lie.

I hate this feeling. It just how it was when I was younger and I'm just not use to it any more. I'm mr jock, friendly, nice guy, the guy that'll help ya no matter what... And u just cant anymore. I'm tired of being the nice guy and being used. I'm tired of eating bs just so things can be smoother. I'm tired of wearing a smile when idegaf. And every damn thing that could be good for me blows up in my face... Gahhhh and this is my sr year. It's suppose to be amazing, not this...

End rant

[Nicole!]

Austin,
It may seem like everyone is against you right now but that is not the case. I have never lied to you, and I never will. You're such a great friend and you deserve so much more. Don't hate yourself because of what people say to you, you can't always believe them. We all have flaws and everyone gets in fights sometimes, but it will always be okay in the end. You aren't a nuisance. Things will get better, you are more than just a nice guy. You have so much to live for and so much ahead of you. You're smart and talented and you will make an excellent cop one day. People need to appreciate you more because they really are so lucky to know you, you are a really great person and you mean so much to me. I actually trust you, I know that you are so down to earth and kind all the time. You are like the perfect friend. I wish more people were like you, I really do. Sometimes things have to fall apart so new things can come together, just remember that.

Love always,
Nicole