I dont think i've ever been so annoyed

[chickenonsteroids]

I wrote this yesterday but i decided to cancel it but i'm still feeling the same i guess.

Basically i feel that there's no reason for me to be happy right now. I have NO idea how i maganed to do so poorly in my gcse's. I was at A*s throughout the whole year and a few stupid papers(i mean stupid, they weren't balanced) mess up my prospect of going to a good university. It's not something i can forget about because it just makes me feel like i wasted a bunch of years wanting to do good for myself. Instead of making me angry now its just saddening

I have nothing to prove that i'm not a dumbass, i don't even know how i'm going to do in the IB

My mum is just really hypocritical right now and i personally find it odd.

Anyone heard of the priest who told 3 women to stop taking medicine because God would heal them (they had Aids in case you aren't aware) i said he was stupid and cruel for doing such a thing and now i'm being called non religious... they're basically backing up what he did WHICH MAKES NO SENSE! I'm not sure how many people would call Jim Jones or Harold Camping great people because they had extended faith in something... any idea?

I dunno whether to punch something or what ...