So unbelievably cheesed off.

[Magical Forest.]

Well today I was really excited. Me and my friend were going to watch Alan Carr's Chatty Man being filmed. We got to the television centre and there was a huuuuuggeeee queue, waited in line for about an hour, got wristbands on, was just about to go into the studios when they announced that all the seats had been taken I was so upset, and stressed. I came all the way from watford, being in pain with my joints, my friend has M.E so she was suffering... and all for nothing.
We got told that we'll be guaranteed vip passes when we next come so we'll definitely have seats and won't have to queue next time.
So whilst we were in London and because of paying loads for a train ticket we decided to head to camden for a bit to browse and then headed home.
Then I had to clean the whole house, sort out washing and whatnot because my mums coming back from Vegas tomorrow. I've been on my own in the house for a week and i'm not looking forward to her coming back. Things are always so stressful at home and i've enjoyed not having people round and having time to myself. I've had my boyfriend stay over a few nights and also my friend for another few nights so that I wasn't completely on my own.
Really dont want to hear about how amazing their time was. She's caused me so much stress for this effing relationship of hers and they'll just be all smug and all over each other. Don't want to have to deal with it. Don't want to have to deal with anything.
So yesterday found out a guy I knew killed himself, then the huge disappointment of chatty man, along with struggling to not have a complete breakdown. Just want it all to go away

[Lottie]

Argh that sucks Is that with Applause store? With your next tickets, ring them up and let them know that your friend is disabled/you both have issues with walking/standing for long periods. They were really good with my mum on that note and gave priority queue jump. I would also suggest that you get there at least 4 hours prior to the show starting as they always overbook shows to ensure that the audience is full.

<3

[leavemealone]

I'm so sorry for your loss I really hope that things get better for you, but just remember, everything happens for a reason. Keep your chin up, stay strong!

[annaft]

I'm so sorry for your loss.. i was devastated when I lost a friend.. hope your getting through okay ♥