Triggering (SH): School...

[Tigereyes]

I really don't want to go back to school tomorrow. I seriously hate it except one class which is probably the only thing that holds me together each day. One of my teachers has basically caused me to self harm a few times because she hates me (no one believes me about that because teachers are always just so caring and have to love kids to teach. Ha...right). Anyway, since winter break began, things have been a bit easier to deal with (despite my family fighting all the time and me hating being at home) as I have noticed that I rarely think about hurting myself now. It used to be I'd think about it nearly everyday (it never became a habit but I was starting to give in to the temptation more and more often) but now the thoughts are disappearing. I'm afraid that everything will get worse again starting tomorrow. And that the thoughts of self harm will come back, possibly worse than before. And I've told a few friends; I don't plan on telling anyone else or getting professional help or anything. My parents would laugh and think it's stupid, I don't want it, and we can't afford it anyway.

[Awakening]

Is there any way that you could get transferred out of this class? If you bring a good reason as to why you want to switch classes they should be willing to do something about it. Hang in there.

[Tigereyes]

I tried to get out of the class a while ago, but they wouldn't let me even though I have a special plan. They really don't like switching anyone for any reason unless you've already taken the class. It's too late at this point though since I'm on a "block schedule" which means we have 4 classes each semester instead of 6 for the year. So Spanish will be ending in less than two weeks but I'm basically screwed on the final exam and next semester won't be any easier with classes.