Triggering: Wreck.

[Nicole!]

Today was my first day back at school and kids were crying everywhere and everyone was mourning for my english teacher who was murdered. Worst thing was I had to hear about it every period, including 6th when it was her class. We had to talk about it all period. And I had to hold back tears the entire time.

But it wasn't just that that got me upset today. Lexus said I got chunky over break. Alec says I've been going downhill. Jenny says my hair looks like shit.

I'm nice to everyone. I always try to be. I don't understand why everyone is so mean and always tries to tear me down. I'm so sick of it.

I feel like I've been hit by a train.

[theawesomeman]

I'm very sorry about your teacher getting murdered, I hope that it dosen't make you feel terrible because of that. Sometimes when someone that alot of people are close to, like a teacher, they all let out there bad feelings on one person. In this case i'm sorry but I think that it's you. After a while everyone that did that will come to there senses and apoligize to you unless it was something that you did to them or your teacher. For example, if right before she died you said something bad about her. I hope things get better for you.

[_sunsets64.]

I'm sorry you have to go through all of this, I can't even imagine the shock and the pain. But know that you don't deserve any of their negative comments--you're beautiful and so kind, and you're an incredible person for trying to be brave all day long and for always trying your best to be nice to people.
You should talk to your guidance counselor or your parents or someone if it continues to get worse. You can talk to me too, if you want, I'm always here to listen
Keep your head up and try to brush them off as best you can. I know it's tough, but you're so much better than that and you do not deserve to suffer anymore because of their negativity. Stay strong

[Nicole!]

Thank you guys, I'm feeling a lot better. I talked to my boyfriend about this and he says I'm no where near chunky. Lexus is a bit overweight, so that may be why she said that.
Anyways, I've calmed down a lot but you're comments really helped <3

[Revolution]

Nicole, I am so sorry about your teacher. That is absolutely terrible. I'm here if you need to talk. And listen to your boyfriend. He knows you better, he has probably seen you more than that girl. I'm serious. He knows you, he dates you. Listen to him. She's probably just messing with you, so don't let it get to you.