Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Thanks for your time. Not.

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What the fuck is wrong with this world? Some prayer center emailed me so I thought I'd try it out because I am so incredibly d e s p e r a t e. Turns out you have to fucking make a donation no matter what? What if you can't? Only the rich can get in now? This is so stupid.

I need help I've tried to help my friend but I don't know how anymore and it's driving me mad. I just want to know she's safe and happy and not going to hurt herself. Right now I know she's extremely unhappy and doesn't know how to be happy because something is wrong with her but I don't know what. I can't fix anything anymore and I try and try and it's so frustrating.

I just want her to have more good days than bad and to stop being upset all the time. I would trade her bad days for my good ones if I could. She can have them I don't care just please let her stop feeling so terrible all the time.

Maybe if I was there with her, if we were all there with her, then we could just sit and hug her and let her cry until she felt better and she could know she is loved and she has someone - three someones - who care about her like crazy. It's gotten to the point that all three of us don't know what to do anymore and I blame living so far apart for not being able to do a freaking thing about it.

And what is this? Aren't Christians supposed to welcome people with open arms? Doesn't God love everyone equally as long as they believe in him? What makes the rich better off than the poor? Just because they can't pay their way in for prayers doesn't mean they shouldn't get cared for. You can't buy your way into heaven.

[Lost_Confused]

Because most churches are incredibly douchey and are only there to scam rich people. They don't care about anyone else.

Sorry to hear about this though, sounds rather tough. If you need to talk, just message me if you want.