Secrets and not so secrets about Dani... -
February 18th 2012, 12:41 AM
1. My dad used to be an alcoholic and would abuse me physically until I was 5, and emotionally until I was 10.
2. I still have hope that my dad will come back into my life and be a better father.
3. I still wish that I could be a daddy's girl.
4. My mom is slowly but surely pushing me away, and I wish she'd show she loved me sometimes. She knows how I feel, but things never change.
5. I still have to urge to cut sometimes, even after have stopped for two years now.
6. On January 5th, 2012 at 12:02 A.M, I miscarried my baby that I was 3 and a half weeks pregnant with. I still miss you, baby.
7. After my miscarriage, I went crazy and tried to get pregnant again. I'm all good now, though.
8. I have the hardest time trusting people, even my boyfriend that I'm so in love with.
9. My dad and my brother's mom are signing him over to the state, and I had only met him when I was 11 years old. The last time I saw him, I was 13, and I am 16 now. I miss him.
10. My brothers annoy the living shit out of me, and I want to strangle them sometimes. But if anyone messes with them, I'll kick someone's butt.
11. I act like I'm my baby sister's mommy sometimes to fill in the empty hole the miscarriage left me with.
12. I actually like school >.>;;
Just a girl with an angel above, just a girl with an angel to love. My angel grew wings and she did dare to fly. But I promise my angel, it's only good night but never good-bye. My angel, my angel in heaven above. My angel, my darling, you'll always have my love. Rest in peace, my sweet darling, it's only temporary that we part. My angel, my angel, how you still do steal my heart </3