i need help with a letter

[Misslostintears]

I'm trying to write a letter, a love letter. I was planning to give it to my best friend the day I leave Connecticut to go to California. I want it to be special because I leave on the day he turns 18. And its complicated to explain. In a way its like I'm the stupid angel that fallls in love with the demon when she drops down to earth for a visit. And everything is rough water from there on. At first he was a buly towards me, I always. Was the nice innocent gir. In 5th grade that's the llast time I saw him. Until 8th grade where it turns out he was in the same school. We ended up together in a dinner table with 2 other guys and my 2 friends. I was teased about my bubbly behavior since I have been in love with him since that first day back years ago. So they found out I liked him and he found out. After that it turned out we were on the same bus too which lead to akwardness and teasing. On the second day I was pushed, shoved into him a through the day. We talked and everything. Then we became unbreakabe until a gir stole his heart and every time he mentions her my chest starts to hurt from my heart a bit under my chest. Now since I'll be moving I wangt something special for once. Coud u please give me some ideas of what and how to write. I also don't know if this is the right form