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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 25th 2009, 04:39 PM

-I wish I didn't shoot that pragnant woman in Afghanistan, Along with the two children.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 25th 2009, 05:49 PM

I'm in love with the person my ex used to be. And I hate that we don't talk anymore, even though he's changed so drastically that he's the sort of person I can't stand.
I'm also falling for two guys at the same time, one at my university, the other on the other side of the country. I would date them both, if I could.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 25th 2009, 05:50 PM

I'm down and out. I wish I knew where I was meant to be headed.


I am waylaid by Beauty. Who will walk
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 25th 2009, 06:29 PM

I dont know how mch longer i can live like this i dont want to kill myself i just want change( for the better)
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 25th 2009, 06:33 PM


^^^
What she does to herself tears apart my heart.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 25th 2009, 07:14 PM

every year i say i'm not going to make it to my next birthday and once again i have [almost made it] will this year be any different? I don't know what to do anymore. To live or not to live that is the question. [[lol sorry shakespear.]]
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 25th 2009, 07:17 PM

it makes me angry when people have low expectations of me.


..and our dreams will break the boundaries of our fears..



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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 25th 2009, 07:32 PM

i not only think but truly believe that if i was the perfect weight i would be compleatly happy

i will never be that weight

everyday i fear that i will never be happy


So, is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 25th 2009, 07:38 PM

I'm in love with her... I wish she was in love with me too... =[


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Unhappy Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 26th 2009, 07:00 AM

Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would I'd never leave.


Be who you are and say how you feel, those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind ~ Dr. Seuss

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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 26th 2009, 08:37 AM

I think I'm starting to like you... But I have a girlfriend
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 26th 2009, 08:45 AM

i'm scared of what the future will bring, or more what it won't.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 26th 2009, 09:39 AM

I really hate my best friend.

>I'm scared to get better.

>I don't think i can live without self harm.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 26th 2009, 01:12 PM

They told me I looked great.
They didn't know it was because I'd stopped eating.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 26th 2009, 01:31 PM

Yeah, I'm 15, so what? Does that mean I can't love someone so much it hurts? I've loved him for over a year...not long really, but I'd do anything for him. But the worst (or maybe best?) thing is that he doesn't know, and I'll never tell him. He has a girlfriend, I tell myself I don't care, but come the f*ck on....of course I care! It kills me everyday, and God help me if I see them together...she's two years younger than him too. Fuck. I should be grateful he at least talks to me, we're friends and stuff, I see him pretty much everyday... but I love him so much. I wish he would respect me as much as I do him...I practically worship him.

Christ, that's stayed inside way too long.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 26th 2009, 02:22 PM

Invisible font for an invisible girl
I like frogs more than I like cats.
I'm scared to tell him the truth.
My favourite food is chips. I like chips.
You're too hard to lie to.


You are the one, the one who lies next to me,
Whispers "hello, I missed you quite terribly"


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 26th 2009, 02:49 PM

I love him so much but I know it could never, ever happen =(


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 26th 2009, 03:06 PM

I'm scared that no one will ever love me as much as I love him. Although he's the reason I started to self harm, and the reason I overdosed, all the rest. He might be moving away soon...that will kill me.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 26th 2009, 03:13 PM

Even though I've never met an ugly person ...
I compare myself to all of you.
Even though big can be beautiful ...
It never will be on me.
Despite knowing what's best for me ...
I never really do it.
You might think it's caring ...
But it's just hypocricy.
I'd trust you with anything ...
But I don't listen to compliments.
I don't want anyone to know I'm damaged ...
But I want someone to notice more than anything.
Even though I often want to be alone ...
I always wanted acceptance, wanted love.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 26th 2009, 03:14 PM

I'm scared to make a change for us, for the better, sometimes I wish I could just go back in time & not let myself become what I am today.





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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 26th 2009, 09:07 PM

Time has run out, for me,
Everything's distant
And I don't know what to believe
It's so hard,
Lost in the world's confusion
And I need to leave
For awhile, life is so meaningless
There is nothing worth a smile
So goodbye, I'll miss you...

And I'm sorry,
But I've waited too long,
So here's my goodbye,
No one will cry over me,
I'm not worth any tears... </3


I'm gonna kill myself soon... I'm so stupid...


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 26th 2009, 09:18 PM

I wish these things were simple!
Im stressing about school now am worrying like crazy!
I have no idea what to do!


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 26th 2009, 11:42 PM

It's been a long night.

I might cut tonight and I really don't care if I do or don't. I just need to.

I feel fat. I shouldn't have eaten all of that junk today. Next month will be 6 months purge free and I feel the need to go do it right now more than anything.

I'm just so worried. :-( I hate this.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 27th 2009, 06:08 AM

I wish I was in the hospital for something and her mom would let her come stay with me till I got out...


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 27th 2009, 05:16 PM

He knows i'm too thin.
He knows i wanted to die.
I'm going to try again soon.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 27th 2009, 05:35 PM

i broke my dads heart and moved out
because my mother lied, twisted his words and made me believe he didnt want me around anymore.
my secret is that i know for the exact reasons she had made up about dad, was the reason i was living with my dad in the first place.
i'm becoming her; i hate it.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 28th 2009, 01:11 AM

Don't tell me if I'm dying, 'cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon...


story of my life...


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 29th 2009, 12:00 AM

-The thought of never looking into his eyes again scares the shit out of me. What am I going to do if that day comes?

-I'm not happy with my life right now. Sometimes I wish I could move thousands of miles away and start over. Be the person I am on the inside. Because there's a different person there that nobody sees but me.


How's your life? It's been a while
God, it's good to see you smile
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 29th 2009, 12:08 AM

This part's not a secret...
It hurts me so much to read these replies, because I just realized that there are so many teens who are depressed and so unhappy. I feel terrible because I want to help but I don't know how. Even in my school of 300 there are many people who aren't happy. I used to be suicidal. I overdosed many times, and I'm still working on self harm... I want to help so much... Please PM me if any of you need someone to talk to!

Here's the secret part...
I want to repair the great friendship I had with my teacher. My teacher wants this too, but my mom and dad hate him now...
One time I was bored so I went outside and crapped in my backyard. We had a dog and I wanted to see if anyone noticed the difference.
I really don't like my violin teacher. She's ancient!
I honestly don't think I can say "I love you, Dad" to my dad.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 30th 2009, 03:40 PM

I'm such a screw up in life... I'll never be happy...ever... or so it seems...



I wish I was dead...


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 30th 2009, 06:35 PM

I never wanted to let go of you when you hugged me.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 30th 2009, 07:06 PM

I don't even know why I am doing this...Im sorry.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 31st 2009, 01:30 PM

There's nothing left of me anymore.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 31st 2009, 01:52 PM

Not really a secret obviously. But I feel so alone and afraid that no one really cares...
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 31st 2009, 06:03 PM

I might love you back.


You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free
Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 31st 2009, 06:31 PM

I love someone...
And i told them
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 31st 2009, 07:15 PM

When I ask you to let me go I want you to hold on tighter
When I tell my mom "I love you too." I NEVER really mean it
I'm afraid of love...
..but I know what it is... and I know that's what I feel for you.
I can't stop crying...
.. and I'm not sure I want to.
It is the HARDEST thing in the world for me to express how I feel in a healthy way.
I cut again.. and I think it needs stitches.
I've thought since I was 9 that I'm going to die b4 i'm 17.
I want to be happy...
.. but I've never known how, and I don't think I'll ever learn.
I wish I was as strong as you think I can be.
I wish I was able to just tell the truth...
Sometimes I just want to be alone, but in your arms at the same time, and it's such a complicated feeling.
I want someone to want me even if I don't them... and it makes me feel so selfish.\
I love you...
.. no matter how much i try to hate you.
There's things I need that I'm too afraid to ask for.
I have so many regrets... *sigh*
A Heart doesn't look both ways...

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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 31st 2009, 08:03 PM

when people ask me how i am and i say "great", i'm lying.

i'm not ok.

but i won't ask for help. i'm too stubborn.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 2nd 2009, 06:26 PM

Even though I know I could never afford GW.. I still want to go there so badly. I'd go broke for the rest of my life to go there. But I'm not good enough to get in. :[


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 2nd 2009, 06:32 PM

I wish I was a volcano and when I erupted I hit the two of you...

I wish I wasn't so suicidal.

I wish I didn't know that if you were to die, I'd not only never forgive you but I'd never forgive myself for the damage I'd do.
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