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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 5th 2010, 07:54 AM
i would give my life to be with him again, he's the only one who can make me feel safe from the abuse god i love him and need him so much 2 and a half years until i can be with him im praying he doesn't find someone permanent in that time, and im praying i can get a hold of him when the time comes, im scared to death of losing you
The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows.
It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 10th 2010, 10:43 AM
i am in love with my best friend ,, i am 14 yet he is almost 17 i love him!! ,, he loves me too but his ex gf is a bitch!!! if she left us alone we would be fine!!! omg!!! we love each other!!! way 2 much ,, or is that just me ,,is this a crush or lust or love!!!
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 12th 2010, 10:21 PM
i want to be with my best friend so fucking badly.
i live with her, work with her, and do EVERYTHING with her.
i love her so damn much,
but nothing can ever happen between us..
i want to end it all to escape this pain
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 15th 2010, 02:03 AM
i want i love him more than i love you, you were never there for me i took care of myself you only caused me more pain im safe with him and i'd give my life to make these two and a half years go faster im sick of all your bullshit and i want to move out at 16
The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows.
It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 16th 2010, 03:48 AM
Yeah, I'm going to slice myself up once my mom goes to bed. Fuck people, fuck everything, and I'd kill myself if not for Jason. I don't give a fuck anymore if I'm bloody and scarred, fuck it, that's how it's meant to be. If anyone tries to stop me, I will just make it the fuck worse!
Dare to be Different, to be Weird, to be a Freak. Overall, Dare to be yourself. Stamp Out Prejudice Hatred and Intolerance Everywhere
The Sophie Lancaster Foundation
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 17th 2010, 06:24 AM
I wish you knew how much i love you. i can't wait to start are life all over.. and together. so i can keep you safe every night. tonight i realized how much i need you. your my world. you make me feel whole i would be nothing without you.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 20th 2010, 04:12 AM
People think that I'm kidding when I say that I'm just going to end it all. I'm waiting for the day when someone takes me seriously. If it ever comes, that is.
Who are you to tell me that I'm less than what I should be?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 20th 2010, 04:14 AM
I'm jealous of her, I know she is my friend and I should support her, I am... but she finally has what I've always wanted.
It hurts to sit back and let it happen, but I know thats all I can do...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 26th 2010, 12:21 AM
- I said no, even though I am in love with you
- I hacked my arm up pretty bad and I'm going to have even more scars
- I cried. I showed weakness, if only to myself
- I want to scream and yell and cry and everything to show him that I hate him now
- I'm terrified of being left alone with anyone
- I'm starting to fear myself
- I want to be skinny
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 26th 2010, 12:32 AM
I wish you showed some effort and checked on me. Especially after Grandma died.. (which you probably don't know about) But Taylor has kept me strong through everything. I know our future will be wonderful, i would love if you could be around... which idk if you even SHOULD be. :/
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 28th 2010, 03:07 AM
i can't get over my dead girlfriend, i can't connect with my current girlfriend, and i might have feelings for a girl who never notices me really and who lives on the opposite side of the country.....
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 28th 2010, 03:12 AM
- I can't stand being alone. Every night I go into my dorm, realize that once again, I am all alone, and just cry.
- I feel like all I ever do is hurt you. I don't mean to, and you know that... but I can't help but think that your life that would be so much better off without me.
- Sometimes I wish that I could just die... I wish that it wasn't so hard to accomplish... but at the same time I thank God that I can't do it.
- I dig my nails into my arm when I get mad or depressed. If you look closely, you can see tiny little scars where I let out my anger.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 29th 2010, 12:50 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by RetroFresh
I ruined myself, I don't know why, there must be something really wrong with me.
It's your fault, stfu.
You are a failure on so many levels I don't even know where to start, I am serious. I am disappoint. Get help already!
"Wondering, wonder, wonderer
You're searching for what, what is to search
You're longing and looking once again for a home
Angery, anger and agony
The pain is pain, pain is to be
The remedy is on its way it will relieve
Been through the fire and been through the rain
Called the wonderer and yet have no name
If I were you won't you want me or is in my head.
Or is it in my head
Or is it in my head"