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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 1st 2009, 05:10 PM
It feels like my heart is in my throat and I'm sick of holding back the tears because of how hurt I feel. I know that she doesn't care and I know that I won't hear her say sorry for how she made me feel. But I'd give anything for things to be perfect again.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 1st 2009, 05:14 PM
So I don't know what I'm doing. As much as I pretend I have my life together, I really don't. It's falling apart at my feet, and I don't care to fix it.
I think part of me wants to tell him. Part of me wants to just let it out. I already fail at life enough, what's one more failure? And then part of me really doesn't want to let him know. I truly don't. Why screw up what is good? I like where I'm at..but then the what if comes back into play..
I really think I'm starting to crush. Big time. Which is stupid because I know it's completely pointless to do so, and I'd ruin everything I've already built. I hate my heart for the things it does to me. Give me a break?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 6th 2009, 03:17 AM
i uberly dislike most of the people around me. most as in 93.7%
i turst no one fully.
i can't wait to graduate so i don'thave to see anyone from my school ever again.
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When fate closes a door, go in through a window.
-unknown
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 6th 2009, 04:19 AM
I wanted to throw up that ice cream I just ate. But Im too weak to do it.
Im so angry at you because I cant talk to you but Im angry at myself too because I'm too weak to bring it up and fix it.
Yesterday I saw you kissing tiny flowers
But everything that lives is born to die
And so I say to you that nothing really matters
And all you do is stand and cry.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 7th 2009, 08:04 PM
I'm in love with my ex, i'm scared about what he's going to become and scared about what i'm going to do/doing.
I'm feel like i'm falling more in love with him each day and i don't want too.
I've already done stupid things in the past month but i know i'll do something even worse soon.
And if love is really all that we need,
Then even all my singing is never gonna save me.
Music it's my substitute for love
PM me i like talking about dinosaurs
Happy to talk about anything, though
Ooooh, i love Frank Turner and Noel Fielding. They.Are.Beautiful.
"there's a wave that is crashing over me, and all i can do, is surrender."
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 8th 2009, 06:45 PM
I can't fall asleep without your bear in my arms, still.
When all your friends have come and gone,
And the sun no longer shines,
And the happiness for which you long is washed away like an ocean's tide,
When all the hard times outweigh the good,
And all your words are misunderstood,
When the day seems lost from the start
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 10th 2009, 07:48 AM
When I use a public rest room, I make sure I don't make any embarrassing sounds because I think that someone is going to look under the stall, and memorize my shoes to try to figure out who made them, then realize it's me.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 10th 2009, 09:07 PM
I still have an incredible hold over my ex, it's bad but I enjoy being able to just click my fingers when I want sex. His friend is trying to set him up with someone. I hope it doesn't work because I don't want to lose the control, after he had it over me for so long.
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Every time somebody says my name I am reminded that I was named Bryden after my grandma to make up for the fact she didn't want to be a grandma so young. And that my whole life she has shown little to no interest in me, calling me a "selfish, disrespectful and ungrateful little cow" - Thanks nan.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 11th 2009, 04:18 PM
every month on the 11th... the pain seems so much worse. its been a year and 5 months since he left... but is still hurts as it did when i found out. people think they dont have to be here for me anymore as time has went on... but i still need someone and no one seems to realize it. i need you & your suupport. but i would ask you straight up.. i dont want to seem all needy. i'll just hold it in until a have a mental breakdown.