Dirty Little Secrets.

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

I've fallen in love with someone else.

[weeping willow]

i think i have athropophobia or atleast a form of it
i SH.
i hate myself

[ThornedRose]

I hate myself more than you will know. I will fall off the face of the earth and not talk to my friends or family for awhile just so I can stop eating and no one will notice. People think I'm innocent when in reality I have a dirty mind. Sometimes I play dumb when someone asks me a personal question. I have cuts all over my stomach and arms and hide it by wearing big hoodies. I have prayd that I get some awful painful disease. I love no one.....alhough I used to love my family. :/ I'm christian although I always doubt my beliefs. /COLOR][/font]

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

Even on a good day, there's a reason to feel horrible.

I just want to hurt myself. Maybe even end it. Haven't felt this way in a while.

[Stargazed.]

I like girls and I want to come out but I'm so, so scared.

[savealife723]

I lied about where I was last night.

[Storyteller.]

Someday, I really want to be a mother.
And secretly, I know it will never happen.

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

I'm a screw up. Looks like my boyfriend was right.

After trying to convince myself for the last hour I wasn't, I've decided I AM worthless.

[Stargazed.]

This is too hard for me to handle.

[ThornedRose]

I think my daddy, who is my
hero, is an alcoholic. My family is dysfunctional. I wish I lived by myself on an island almost everyday.

[MindBodySpirit]

I don't know if I'm in the right career path. I don't think I"m even good at what I do.

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

It's getting too tough.

[Stargazed.]

I'm hungry and shaky and I like this feeling.

I am scared of myself.

[_sunsets64.]

Sometimes I wish something really bad would happen so that I could be like THAT'S why I feel like this, so that I could pity myself even more. Like I'm glad my dad's an alcoholic and a total screw-up because now I can blame everything on him.

[Stargazed.]

I've been looking up pictures of self-harm scars and cuts on tumblr to trigger myself..

[_sunsets64.]

i'm a bitch to cover up my feelings. and i've been reading things i shouldn't.

I am afraid of success.

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

I need to stop getting attached to people. It only causes heartache & sadness in the end.

I am trying to stay positive, optimistic and all of that but in all reality I really don't think it will ever happen. Left to wonder aimlessly in the world, alone, with no one to hold me. Fucking so dumb for wanting all these things.

[FairyPoppins]

I just ate Marmite and cheese on toast... at gone midnight.

[_sunsets64.]

i think i like this guy, but i'm too afraid of being let down to even let myself feel any happiness or take any chance at all. i hate myself for doing this to me, because as much as i hate my family, i was the one who chose to stop feeling so i could numb the pain and disappointment.

[Stargazed.]

I wanna disappear.

[emoZeldafreak]

My dirty little secret

I'm trying to cover up thee fact that I cut from my mom......

[Coffee.]

I know you have never lied to me. And I lie to you daily. I'm a horrible person.

[As.I.Fade.Away]

I'm tired of trying, of my life, and trying to be seen.

[Coffee.]

I lied. So much. I feel dirty. I feel gross. I am gross.

[Stargazed.]

I lied when I said I yawned and I wasn't really crying.

I keep wishing I could go back to starving myself so that I could get thinner sooner. I am so fucking scared I am going to gain all my weight back. I won't get fat again.

He thought I no longer trusted him or cared about him.
He tried to commit suicide, and I'm the reason he was pushed over the edge.
He was found, but not before he lost so much blood...
I'll never forgive myself.
I've never cut as deep as I did that night.
I hate myself so much.
I said saying sorry doesn't make things better, and I stand by that.

I just feel terrible.

I just want to die.

[savealife723]

it was me... i'm sorry,.

[Foreveralways]

I think I'm falling for you

[oldaccount]

I love you and I miss you and I'm sorry in advance if I lie to you about my cuts. It's for your own good. I've hidden it from you before. I'll do it again. Maybe next time I'll do it so deep you won't have to fuckin deal with my stupid fucking cunt-ass anymore. Yeah, I fuckin said it. You even said you hate me. Not like I give a shit anymore...

[Totodilegn@w]

I radom dude walked up to me and showed me his ƒ****** balls. It was so akward i was like WTF!!!!!! it was just so gross and creepy and weird all at the same time. bargh noise

[Koharuchan]

I spend as much time as possible at my boyfriend's house so I can get away from my mother constantly telling me what's wrong with me and how pathetic I am.
My boyfriend let me steal a pair of his boxers, and sometimes I sleep in them at night and hide them during the day so my mom won't find them and kill me.
I wish I could meet my real birth mother so I can slap her in the face and tell her she's a dirty whore.
I wish I could run away from home and live with my boyfriend so I won't have to take my mother's mental abuse anymore.

[Stargazed.]

I don't feel like I can do this.

[Ambedo.]

I'm slipping back into my old habits, even after I promised I wouldn't.
I overdosed last night, and I really don't care.
I'm trying to learn to throw up silently.
I'm disgusting.

In one of my dreams last night, my body kept morphing. I grew taller and thinner, shorter and fatter, longer limbs or a different face. People were changing me like I was made of wax, they kept making me their idea of what's beautiful.

I woke up and fought back tears.

That's what I'm doing to my body, isn't it?

Well, it doesn't matter.

I'm not stopping.

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

Tired of everything except the one thing I thought I'd be sick of by now.

[Coffee.]

I'm tired of everybody except for you.