Say something you wish you could say to their face.

[Bibliophile]

Leave me alone. I'm falling apart.

[Prozac]

I wanted to tell you but i'm ashamed to say it out loud.

[wannabe_pretty]

I wish I had stuck to my morals. Ive let you down and I've let myself down. I don't know if I could ever tell you, I wish I could. I wish I didn't have to. I love you mom.

[Skeleton]

You say all these horrible things to me and none of them really mattered to me until I read that. Out of everything you said, everything I believed, I never expected that and that hurt more then anything.

[Bibliophile]

why can't you hold my hand and tell me that everything's going to be okay?

[alonealways]

I love you............................................... ..........but I'm sick of not being treated fairly. </3

[Emzy]

wait, meeting up to talk about how "I" feel about "you" and "us", don't have a fucking laugh :|


why block me, then unblock me? freak :S

[CherriesBlossom]

Do you tell me certain things just so you won't here me in the end?

[xxCookiiexMonsterxx]

I am completely terrified.

I am totally tempted to take the easy way out.

Why when something in my life gets better, does something else fuck up.

I just want everything to stop, go away and leave me alone.

I scared of being put into hospital. Again.

Because no-one understands.

You just dont understand just how bad things are for me right now.






Im also scared of what I could do to myself.

[alonealways]

I hate you..

[Yen]

For everything that happened, I should despise you.
I should look on that time with shame.
I should, shouldn't I?
I loved you though. You showed me that you do have something beautiful inside. You're afraid of it, afraid of yourself. And for that I forgive you. I believe that your life will one day grow into something wonderful. You'll find what you've always been searching for- yourself.
I will never hate you, never pity you, never despise you. Thank you for letting me go. You knew I needed something else, something more. We're on different tracks. I already found myself and you knew that. Find yourself

[hopefaithlove]

Thank you for not understanding or trying to put yourself in my position and making me feel ever more shit about it.

[Pandaloo]

A shot of vodka, or a can of beer?
Neither, havent drank either

Would you consider yourself an adventurous person?
errmm..not really no

What does your last text say..?
'Hey.Did you get your case study back in science?' thats as personal as this survey gets.

Would you consider yourself heartless?
No

When's your birthday?
5th October

If you could go on date with any celebrity, who would it be?
Kristen Stewart, hands down. <3

If you woke up and no one was home, would you wonder where everyone is?
Yes.

Have you ever been drunk at work?
Nope

Have you ever hit a parked car?
Nah

If you just drank 15 beers, what would you be doing?
being drunk?

Would you take a road trip with your friends?
Yes! I really would like that

Which do you prefer: french toast, bagels, or cereal?
Cereal

Do you have photos up around your room, of who?
Of the family, me as babies and stuff

If your extremely quiet, what does that mean?
means im thinking or concentrating

Do you have a hard time controlling your emotions?
No i dont think so

What do you think of Eminem?
Eh, don't really care

Does it make you mad when people stare at you?
No but it makes me confused

Do you prefer pens or pencils?
pens all the way

Last person you were in the car with?
err my sister i think

What is your middle name?
mei li

What time did you wake up this morning?
about 10am

Last time you listened to country music?
goodness, dont know.

Do you laugh at your own jokes?
yeah when they are lame

How tall are you?
about 5ft

How many drugs are in your system?
none (i think )

What are you wearing?
jeans,t shirt and jacket

Who called you last?
maybe my dad, not sure

Do you own sunglasses?
2 pairs

Where is the next place you will travel to?
hairdressers

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
sleeping

Do you say sexy a lot?
very very very rarely

Do you want to cut your hair?
yes, in fact im getting it cut tomorrow

You get a text at 4AM saying "come outside." What do you do?
well it depends who its from i guess.

Whats your favorite thing to do in the summer time?
chill at home like the indoorsy person i am

You just won 100 million dollars. Where do you go?
to the BANK!

Do you get overly emotional about small things?
yeah i can

[InTheFlood]

Sometimes I sit and I wonder why I bother, when I see you through everyone elses eyes. I see why they're so desperate for me to forget you and to not love you.
In that moment I'm dying to not love you. I'm dying to not care.
But in my heart, I know I'm in love with you. I know I could never not care.
Because as much as the people around me may hate it, as much as I try not to.
I'm in love with you, and I can't see that changing. I sure as hell wish it would.
But I'm stuck here forever. I just want know if I'm alone

[Emzy]

not gonna lie anymore, i cant stop thinking about you. i hate you but i still love you all the same, even more maybe. im sick of checking my phone for texts from you every second of every day. its the first thing i do when i wake up, its the first thing i do before i go to bed. im so sick of it all, just get out of my head.

[Angelina]

I can't believe i have pretty much made it through the week. On Monday i was so depressed. I'm glad you went because i know it was a good experience. This will only make us stronger, I'm so relieved its Friday, you have no idea. I love you so much baby, your everything to me <33333

[Skeleton]

I know you've got a girlfriend now but that doesn't mean you can start ditching your plans as well as your friends for her. It's not on and I very much doubt we'd do it to you.

[Palmolive]

Just because he hurt you, just because they abanded you. Just because you told you other daughter see cant see them a year ago.
You told me i can, and im going to because they're my family to.
Im writing them a letter. I wont let them get ininvolved with you, or dad , or my sister,
but, the problem is... i miss them... i love them ... </3

[noise94]

I miss you so much.
Contact me?
Like, please?

[Perfectly*Imperfect]

I miss you. I still can't honestly believe you've hurt me so bad. Can't you give me one more chance? All those times you said you loved me.. were they all a lie? Was everything we had nothing to you? Even though i treated you better than anyone else could have.. you let me go? Was it easy? Or were you stuck like me.. crying myself to sleep everynight.. thinking of you all day everyday? Sitting on the bathroom floor cutting myself because it was too hard to deal with the pain of loosing everything we had? Do you ever feel like.. we were just meant to be? Like everything about us made sense? When we hang out do you ever just want to hold on to me and never let go? Or is that just me? Is it just me that can get over us. Is it just me that can't forget everything we had? Do you ever wonder what would've happened if you wouldn't have let me go? How can you even live with yourself? Do you realize what you did to me? Don't you realize i'm not over you? Can't you tell all i want is you? Do you know that i still cry over you? I still wish that i had you. I still wish that i could be in your arms... the only place i've ever felt right.. Do you even care anymore? Do i matter at all? You said you'd love me forever. Was that just another part of your show? Your fuck with brook's heart show? Well you succeded. I'm never going to be the same. I'm never going to trust anyone againe.. because when i finally let down those walls that blocked everyone out. i got hurt. Worse that i've ever been hurt before. You messed up everything. And the sad thing is i still miss you. Even though you ripped my heart out and broke it into a million pieces. I still want you.. need you. I can't even let you quit being my friend, you're my.. drug. And honestly i'm still addicted.. even though i don't have you.. well at least not the way i want to... I'm never going to forget everything we had. And i'm never going to quit wanting it back. I'll love and miss you forever and a day...

[Kate_Madison]

1) I wish I knew what was going through you're head. I want to know so badly! I want to make u feel better and happy. I want you to think you can do anything and that people care about you. I really like you. I'm really attracted to you. I want to know if you feel the same. But I know it's pointless. I just wish...
2) I love you, I do, but right now things feel weird. I'm losing interest in you. And i know that sounds harsh and cruel. I only want you to be happy and i never want you to be miserable. We have fun together, we do, and yes I like the sexual stuff, but I feel like we're losing that connection. But I can't let us go. Simply because I cannot break you're heart and those happier better moments make me forget. We're complicated but I don't wanna hurt anymore. At the same time I'd rather hurt than hurt you.

[Missy07]

R:

I miss you. The last 4 months that we haven't been together, I've missed you so much. I wish we could work things out, and God, I wish I could tell you how I feel. How stupid I've been. Even though we had our problems (still do) I wish we had worked through them and stayed together. Despite all your BS, I care about you. I wish I had spoken up, and told you in June how I felt instead of letting all this time go by. Now all you think of me is a "friend" and barely that. That really hurts, but I don't think you care. I've gotten to the point where I honestly think that in your mind, the (almost) 6 months we were together didn't even matter to you. I'm just "some girl" you knew. All the times you said you really loved me and didnt want to lose me, were you just BS'ing me? It sure feels like it now. I wish I knew how to get over you!!

[Emzy]

urgh just leave me alone, stop texting me. you dont know how i feel.

[losing touch.]

i want to hate you, but i really can't.

[Bean]

I can't belive you lied like that, and they all went along with it. Shift all their guilt onto me, thanks. I wish I could show you how much you ruined my life. But even after what you did to me, I still think about you everyday, and I still love you, becuase you were my best friend. I hope you are okay.

[Yen]

@#$% you, man.
I love you, but damn... You're my bestfriend and everytime I let you meet a girl I like what do you do? You flirt with her, you charm her, you stay up until 5 in the damn morning talking with her. And now this. Yeah, @#$% you. Why do I always suffer for not being flirty? Is it so bad to want something not based on physicality? Go to hell. I hope she breaks your heart. No, shatters it. You're a clingy lost puppy around girls. It's disgusting. I hate the fact that they fall for it. @#$% you!

[Emzy]

just get out my head aeruikhnjzmx

[Cammygirl]

i love you, despite of all the things you've done to me. please give me a chance to help you.

and as to you, you're more important for me than anything. i wish i could tell you how much i love you and i wish i could be that first person ever to give you a hug.

[Skeleton]

I only told you because I hoped you wouldn't remember. I wish I waited now.

[Designer Skyline]

I act like I hate you, I tell people I hate you, I've convinced myself I hate you. I try to pretend I can't stand the idea of being with you again. But when I see you, I wish we'd never broken up, because I think you're the only person in this world with the capacity to love me. I'm ugly and obnoxious and avoidant and a miserable person all around, but somehow you saw through that. Your new girlfriend is so lucky to have you, and sometimes I wish I was her, but I don't deserve you. I'm sorry I broke your heart, really I am, but I'm too terrified to apologize. I wish we could be friends, but even that's wishing too much.

[Emzy]

i feel completely broken into a thousand parts right now

[Dreamer]

To person 1: I'm sick of not being able to let you go. Of constantly thinking about you, and dying inside everytime I hear your name or see your face. I can honestly say that I'm actually moving forward now. Moving away from you. And it feels great. To be lying...

To person 2: I cant wait to see you again

[CherriesBlossom]

It feel like we're slipping away, it feels like you gave up trying because you know I'd do anything and everything for our love, but I am one person and if we're losing it I'm going to need another set of hands to keep it together.

[savealife723]

haha, you know what?
everything that you're doing to me...
i hope that it comes back to you.
i hope that you suffer everything that i've had to.
yeah, that's right.
i hope that you suffer and that everyone can watch you.

but at the same time,
i would never let you suffer.
never.
and i hate that.

[Confused1isin]

Every time I hear Day Late by Anberlin, it reminds me of our friendship, I always hoped you would tell me you felt that way, I know you did once, and I wanted you to tell me, but now its almost to late, I know i'm the one that has to crack, but I dont want to lose whats left of our friendship. So I guess i'll go with Congratulaions by Blue October...

I dont know who you are, you were my best friend, but when you started dating him you turned into a stranger. I miss the person you used to be, I loved her, she was my sister, this new person scares the hell out of me! I know your happy with him, so that's why i'm letting go, I want you to be happy, but I can't watch anymore. It hurts to much.

I've been missing you lately, I don't know why, but I have. I wish I could talk to you, maybe I'll find you on myspace.

I tell everyone that I don't want to meet you, but I really do. I need you to tell me you wanted me, but HAD to give me up, I think its the only thing that will get rid of these horrible thoughts i've had for years. I need to know I wasnt a drunken night mistake, you owe me that!!

[Beth.]

"Take my hand and we'll make it, I swear."

[Emzy]

come back.

[taking_c0ntr0l]

i know she's your best friend.
but what's the meaning behind that?
does your best friend repeatedly hurt you everyday?
does she tell you that you're wrong and immoral?
does she ignore you and give all her attention to a guy that keeps fucking her over?
and then blame everything on you?
that's not any kind of best friend i've heard of.

just so you know, you look veryyy weak.
very weak as you keep going back.
i love you so much, just this is getting too much for you and i can see that.
and so can you.

i love you. im sick of seeing her continuously hurt you.
and her dislike of us..
and her not listening to you and everyone else about him..

"Don't let her, don't let her pull you down. I hope this isn't a sign of things to come."

i love you. remember that. i'm here to stand up for you. no matter what.

[Moyshi]

You learn the hard way, right? I miss you, and I wish I could be there for you, but it's been so long I don't really know/want to know you anymore. You never said you're sorry.

[♥Bliz]

...I think it's time for you to talk. Explain, what's up between me and you? (funny thing is that that works with two poeple, and it doesn't have to do with dating.)