Say something you wish you could say to their face.

[a_girlsdreams]

Theres so much I want to tell you.
Cant you just listen?

[Batman.]

I want to be with you, but I don't. Both of you.

J, you seem to have your priorities mixed-up. I feel like you want to play games still, instead of growing up. Like, you're not as serious about us as you try to claim you are, I guess.

P, I can't. I just can't do it. You're afraid to commit, I need to be in a committed relationship. I can't risk you cheating on me, or doing anything to trigger the all-too-familiar feelings that make me feel lower than garbage. If I knew that you could be committed to me, I really would be committed to you.

J&P, unfortunately I am torn between the pair of you, due to the pros and cons with you both.

[lostandalone]

I don't have the words to describe the hate I have for the two of you. It's been a year and a half since you guys violated my body but I still feel you touching me, forcing yourselves into me repeatly. I cannot forget the disgusting things you made me do and what you did to me. I can only hope that the two of you become bitches at the hands of the other inmates as they do to you as you did to me.

[Kitty.]

Why cant you just love me?

[a_girlsdreams]

Im drunk and high.
And Im thinking about you.
Talk to me tonight, please.

[bitesize]

I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. Thinking about you makes me feel so angry, i cannot believe I was with you for so long. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. You're such a fucking wanker, you know that?? You're such an arrogant immature annoying conceited insensitive selfish childish asshole, and even seeing your name makes me want to KILL you. I had to give in and hide your posts from my feed because seeing your name kept wrecking my mood.

I can't remember feeling this angry at anyone ever before in my whole life. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.

[noise94]

Actually, yes, I have gone back to being gay.

[Magic.]

I do still love you, even though you're in Aus now. And I can tell by the way we talk on Skype that you do too. But whenever we get to the topic of "we've broken up and will see others at some point" I feel awful. I lied, I did get with someone that weekend I got drunk with the girls, I felt like I'd cheated right away, that's why all my friends were checking I was ok, not because I was ill. I'm sorry!! I wish I could tell you, because I hate pretending nothing happened, but I can't break your heart.

[Batman.]

Good to know you'll never be able to commit.

[a_girlsdreams]

What does it take for us to be friends again?
What do I have to do to get you to listen to me for a few minutes?!

Like, I was thinking the other day.
I honestly thought that you would be the one person in my life that stays true and actually holds promises and is there anytime I need. You let me down just like everyone in and out of my life.
Maybe its because Im not good enough. Thats it. Im not fucking good enough.
Or maybe its because she kissed me. Thats the other reason. She kissed me and I pushed her off because I loved you. But that wasnt good enough. And Im still not good enough for you to even be there or talk to me when I need it the most.
Lookin back on the shit that I said, I get it. I was a fucking dirtbag towards the end and you did not deserve any of it. Maybe I never apologized enough for you to get over it. Im sorry. Why cant we just work things out? Clean slate, I wanna stay true.

[Batman.]

Go figures! Whenever people are in a bad mood, they take it the fuck out on me! I THOUGHT you'd be an exception to this, KNOWING how I am, BUT I GUESS NOT! Yet when I'M in a bad mood, I don't take it out on you! I take it out on myself, actually. Well, I guess I should just fuck off, since apparently I make everything go wrong.
I'll just say my goodbye next time we talk then.

[kingsprincess724]

Jon I hate that I still care about what happens to you. You tricked me and took advantage of me. You knew how caring I was and that my weakness was my desire to help people and you used it against me to get what you want. Not only did you invade my body once but when I forgave you and let you back in my life you did it again in a worse way than the first time! Now I realize how stupid I was for not listening to your ex when she warned me about you. The only reason you aren't sitting in jail right now is I am too freaking nice to press charges. Stay away from me and stop asking my manager for information next time you come around when he is there you're likely to find yourself in a fight.

[*Rainbow*Rider*]

I love you, so much

[a_girlsdreams]

Dear you,
Okay, oneeee. That was notttttt cool. Like.. Im standing RIGHT there. You said we can take a walk around campus on break. Like.. Then he randomly shows up and plans change. Okayyy. But you didnt have to kiss him right there infront of me. You know I like you, you could have that much respect for me at least. Like.. Then you ask am I mad? Im not mad, Im annoyed. I was drunk in class you disrespected me. What was I supposed to do? Hello, one more time, I likeee you. Two, I was there for you last week when you were crying about you boyfriend of 3 years. Apparently you dont care you guys broke up because you wouldnt be kissing him if you were upset about your ex. Come on. Ugh. I wish you could understand and just give me a damn chance.


Dear you,
Cant you write back?! Stilllll.
I want to cut. Fuck.

[gcastillo2]

To Marilyn: I can't stand u, u fuckin annoy me, i feel like punching you friends don't treat friends like this, Leave Me Alone!!!!

To Lukasz: I really like you and I wish we could go out, your the one that I want but I'm afraid that u would reject me and that u don't even feel the same way.

"Cause with you I withstand all of hell to hold your hand"

[bitesize]

~I'm probably just being paranoid...and you're probably studying....but I kinda wish you'd stop finishing text conversations... *sigh* just makes me feel a bit weird.
However, I'm aware that I'm probably overreacting...so just be cute and nice and kisseable next time I see you and I'll forgive you.

~ I think I've been getting a bit much of you lately..

~ I don't know what to do with you.... :s

[Victoria ♥]

I asked you those questions to reassure my self that what she said wasnt true.... i never believed it until you never replied.

I trusted you more than anyone and i looked up to you. i thought you would always be there for me and always look after me. It's been 500 days since i last spoke to you and i still think about you everyday. i cry everynight because of what you did to me. but i still love you and wish you would call me.

I wish that i knew i wouldnt see you again.... i think deep down i did but i didnt want to believe it. i know its my choice but i cant speak to you knowing you dont love me. i love you dad, please call me

[noise94]

That's it, I'm done with being civil. If you want to make this into a fight, then that's what you'll fucking get.

[*Rainbow*Rider*]

The fact of the matter is I want to kiss you. Hard. I always have. But if you're going to be like that? Fuck you.

[Batman.]

Guess you're still pissed off. Am I really too smart for my own good? FINE, I'll fucking change that then, since it seems to be a problem for EVERYONE. Fuck!

[ThePunkAlien]

Where are you Dad? I don't think I win this alone. I need your help, but like always you're never around. Is that voice inside my head you? Are those the instincts you've given me, if I follow that will I get better? Please just come back... I need you Dad. I'm angry, but you're still my Dad... please just give me a sign.

[LittleFish]

Get. The fuck. Out of me.

I'm so sick of you. You hurt me. You abuse me. Day after day, you tell me I'm worthless shit.

You make me envious.

You make me needy.

You isolate me.

You hurt me.

I never thought you'd hurt me. I didn't think it would get this far. But now you've really done it. Even I didn't think you could be so low. But you did it, and you're taking control of me again.

And I'm letting you do this to me... why? I don't know. But you have so much control now that I can't fight back. I don't want to fight back, really. I don't have the energy or motivation. You've merged yourself into every corner of my mind so that I can't get away from you. You've tangled yourself into every thread of patience, sanity, and rationality I have left so that I can't get rid of you.

I hate you.

If you were real... I think I would kill you. Maybe my counselor can help me rip you--whatever you are--out of my head someday. You're the most disgusting thing ever to have existed.

I can't believe you're a part of me.

[a_girlsdreams]

So Im a litttle confused. You text me like you like me.. Do youu? I wish I could ask, that would just make everything easier. Lol. Its sooo nice talking to you again. Its been like 5 years since we talked or even saw eachother. Its soooooo awesome to have you back in my life. I hope tonight we spend so good time together. Im excited to go out to eat and then to the beach. Hehe.

[Beth.]

Stop the world, I want to get off.

[Batman.]

You FAT FUCKING STUPID CUNT! What the FUCK are you doing telling him I hacked his fucking e-mail, when you KNOW GODDAMN WELL I DIDN'T?!? Hell, I explained how I TRIED TO so I could send a humiliating message to his friend I fucking hate, and I couldn't get into his e-mail! You KNOW THIS, but you choose to start shit? Get your pitiful fucking self a goddamn life and a reality check! I put it to you nicely on Facebook, but right now, I want to scream every cuss word in the book to your useless, two-faced self! Now I'm curious as to what kind of horseshit line you'll feed me on FB. Bitch.

[escape_thereal_world]

Where are you? I feel like I lost my best friend... You just disappeared. Was I right? You have my mind reeling with questions and worry. Where are you!?

[bitesize]

Can't wait to kiss you again (:

[a_girlsdreams]

I wish I could look you in the eyes right now and ask where have you been?
I want to scream in your face, but instead Id ask to put my arms around you and just cry on your shoulder.
I want to break down, and I would but I would ask you to please listen close.
I want to drink, to smoke, to cut. I want to feel numb again. I cant stand every night of dreaming he rapes me and kills me. I would ask you to hold me. Just calm me down.
I want you in my life again. I am not weak, but I need someone who understands all of me. I would ask you to help me and to be my best friend again.
But Im sure I will never get the chance.

[Skeleton]

I'm sick to fucking death of you right now. You sit there barking out your orders but when I ask you to do one thing for me, you tell me not to tell you what to do. I'm your flatmate, not your slave so stop treating me like one, get off your lazy arse and help me.

The reason I'm so emotional is because of you. You're just making me feel so shit and I can't help but want to burst into tears all the time. That's not what friends are meant to do, so learn when to cut it out.

[FriendZoneMayor]

The fact that you won't text me back is slowly killing me. I need to talk to you. Why is my sexuality an issue now? You've never been this cold before, and it's tearing me apart. PLEASE let me talk to you. I don't want our friendship to end, but with the way you're acting, it just might. I still love you, and I'm questioning whether or not you even care about me.
~Summer~

[LittleFish]

I missed you today. I wish you hadn't faked sick. Will I hear from you at all this weekend? Spending time with you, even if it's talking online--it just makes me so happy. I know it sounds pathetic, but you're the reason I haven't killed myself all of the times I've been tempted these past few months. You bring me that much happiness. Without you--my life wouldn't be very different. But it would feel different, unbelievably so. I know you'd like to go somewhere else. I know it's selfish of me to try and keep you where you don't want to be. But please... Stay here. At least for another year.

[escape_thereal_world]

I don't think anyone will ever know how much you mean to me. Every second I see you, I smile. Please come home soon... <3

[Maloo]

I know you don't like thinking about the future, but I think I want to be with you forever..

[Cookie.prose17]

Subject: Hi. I'm sorry to be doing this, again...

Message: I know you told me not to, but that was kind of my last shot...and I wanted to make it count. Since you replied back, I've been thinking even more about this.

I know it must irritate you to hear what I have to say sometimes. Being dreamy, optimistic, and kind of out of touch with reality is just a part of my personality, and I'll keep it at bay as best as I can while I'm speaking with you.

It was wrong of me to be so indirect, without really getting to the point, and I'm sorry if I was unclear, or if I confused you. I know you don't have time to waste on my nonsense, so I'll leave that out of this.

Please don't get me wrong, and please don't be angry with me. The reason that I contacted you that day is because I had reached a point where you weren't even in my thoughts anymore. I was feeling nostalgic that day, and I thought that I would give it one last go--that I would say what I needed to, to you.

Instead, I beat around the bush, not really making my point, out of fear that you would be upset with me.

What I was really trying to say that time, was that I really, honestly believe that despite everything, we could work it out. And as I've expressed to you before, I feel terrible about my behavior. I miss our high school from time to time. I miss the days when we were friends. Of course I'm not trying to bring those days back--that's not possible at this point, and a lot has happened over the past three years.

What I do think is possible, is two old friends patching things up peacefully, talking out what would need to be done for us to be friends again, or just fixing things out of respect for our past friendship. Whether that means ending it collaboratively (not just you saying, "Stop emailing me", cutting me out of the picture, and getting on--really coming to a mutual agreement like two adults.), or mending it collaboratively.

We were friends for four years. And it didn't have to end that way. A lot of things have lead us to where we are now. I'm grateful for the experiences, despite the pain--they've molded me into a pretty interesting person, with good qualities. I'm grateful for the experience of being your friend, and even to this day, I'm glad that I met you.

Last November (Nov. 2009), you told me that you still cared about me... Honestly, after that huge incident happened the year before, I didn't think any of you even gave me a second thought, and so I convinced myself of that, to ease my pain, and to keep me from chasing after any of you again. All of you proved me wrong, at some point. (Except for Sara, bless her heart.)

I haven't been able to get you out of my head, since. I've really come to realize just how wrong I was.

So you have to understand, that what I'm telling you right now, and what I'm feeling--it hasn't been a year, give or take a month, for me. This has nothing to do with what happened, then. I'm over the old days.

However, that doesn't mean I don't remember them, or treasure them, for what they were then, and for what they gave me.

I truly feel as if two respectable people such as ourselves can end this maturely. A few cruel words can't end a friendship, like an honest conversation can.

I hope that we can finish what we started.

-Emily

"I told you to leave, but you lied to me when you said that: Baby, no worries, I promise to get us back. [And] I keep climbing and hoping things would change. Then the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away, it's like moving mountains..."--Usher

[TJ-]

As much as I love you, I need to get over you. I've been talking to someone else, and im starting to like them... But I still love you, and it kills me to think of u with anyone else.

[noise94]

I'd honestly rather kill myself than put up with you any longer.

[Stardaze]

I love you with all of my heart and nothing could ever change the way i feel about you. I can't wait to see you baby. Thank you for everything and treating me the best way possible. your my angel, my love and my heart. no matter what ANYONE says.

[lovely.manifestation]

You're a beautiful person, and I really do love you. I know that you're fond of me, and I'm definitely fond of you. But what happened? :/ I feel as though something changed, and I'm worried about you. I'm not going to email this to you, because what if you're just off doing your own thing, and I sound super needy or weird? This shaking in my confidence is not pleasing, let me tell you, but since I'm feeling insecure about that, it is what it is.
I figure you'd just contact me if you want; you always do. I mean, I've tried a couple of times... and I mean, I probably wouldn't be so bothered if our last convo hadn't been a tad stretched, though I honestly don't think you minded all that.

It's just way frustrating to be worried, and not to know what went down. I felt it that weekend, and I couldn't get to you, but when I got back... alskdfjslk.

I feel much better for having written this out though. I kindof wish we'd start up our convos up again, they were nice, thoughtful and often beautiful.

I'm also a little paranoid that I've gone and been enticing or something. That doesn't sound right, lol. But you've hinted at how you're drawn to me, and I've heard that you really do think highly of me. Which I thought was nice, because I feel the same way. But seriously, there is no way on earth that I would ever try and step between you and Rose, no way. I quite like her, and I hold no illusions that I even could if I wanted to.

But bleehhh. Talk to me, dear, because i just really miss you and more importantly, am rather worried. ahh. well that's it then. I actually do feel quite better now, so that's something.

ive got ideas now, and so things are now in motion. i wonder if i told you that, if you'd automatically get it or wonder. there's always something of a seventy-thirty with you, or so it'd seem.

[NeverFeltThisWay1991]

1: I think I was wrong for dumping you. Lately, you're all I can think about and I really miss you... I just can't do this long distance thing... I wish you lived closer =(

2: I started to fall for you, you were there for me when I ended my 2 year relationship, but you always told me about the other girls. It hurt. But then you went and changed, and are very self coincided and judgemental... how did you change so fast in a week??

[Palmolive]

Im going to kill myself. But the truth is, i dont know if i really really want to die.

Will you Save me from myself?