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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 8th 2010, 05:39 PM
~ I wish I could fast forward the next three hours... I hattttteeeeee breaking up with people please just don't take it badly...I'm not sure I could stand that :/
~ I'm sorry about Friday..I really am. Selfishly enough though, I don't regret it, because now I know more of where I stand with you...and I really like it. I really like YOU. Thinking about kissing you makes me feel all squishy and stuff inside. yayy
~ Look...you're lovely. You're really sweet and it seems like you like me. And maybe if things were different...things would be different. But I'm with him, and I like him a lot..and I don't really want to think about anyone else...:/
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 8th 2010, 11:07 PM
Man, why don't you tell me you're getting all interested in me or something again? I'm more than willing to tell you NO. I'm NOT interested. In fact, I like people who AREN'T you. I'm totally cool hanging out with you, but I'd never date you again. Seriously. You and I are on WAY DIFFERENT levels of maturity, priorities, everything. Hell, not even like we have music in common anymore. So seriously, don't try telling me "it won't work" with whomever I may consider dating, because your words won't change my mind.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 9th 2010, 01:20 AM
Dear you,
Dont you ever, ever fucking tell me what Im not going to do in my life. How dare you, seriously. I fucking helped myself from cutting and drinking everfuckingday to finally being happy; being free. Ive been cut free for months now. Dont fucking tell me Ill never help myself. Ive been through counseling, and asked for it. Ive been on anti-depressants and headache medicine because I asked for it. Fuck you for saying Ill NEVER fucking help myself. I have never and would never put you down like that. Really, how dare you.
Dear me,
FUCK YOU. Fuck you for getting so drunk this weekend. Fuck you for drinking in class, for drinking during the day this week. But really go fuck yourself for getting so drunk, blacking out and throwing up in your sleep this weekend. Have a nice fucked up birthday this weekend. And happy 6th year of drinking and cutting too.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 9th 2010, 06:06 AM
What are you gonna try next, fuck him?
THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
WE ARE.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 9th 2010, 06:07 AM
I wish you would say the same about what I'm going to say. I love you.
THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
WE ARE.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 9th 2010, 06:08 AM
Ah, the two men I love, both friends. Oh God, that complicates things.
THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
WE ARE.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 9th 2010, 06:08 AM
Shut up and go away. Stop committing crimes.
THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
WE ARE.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 9th 2010, 06:09 AM
When will you realize?
THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
WE ARE.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 9th 2010, 10:20 PM
Stop making me feel bad because I can't come out. I know you're not saying anything directly but I keep feeling like you're pissed off at me. It's not an excuse. I genuinely have not enough money to come out. If I say I can't come out because I can't afford it, I don't like it any more than you do. So leave me the fuck alone.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 9th 2010, 10:26 PM
Dear you,
I just feel like crying. I havent been so angry at you before. Somewhere in me wants to apologize, the other can care less. You really hurt me, you crossed the line first. I found a hand full of beach glass yesterday walking along the shore for a good 2 hours. Maybe its a sign to forgive you. And to apologize...
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 10th 2010, 04:17 AM
Listen Goddamn!
THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
WE ARE.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 10th 2010, 04:24 AM
Why don't you want to understand?
THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
WE ARE.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 10th 2010, 12:05 PM
Open your eyes and realise what she's really like. She's using you and if you go along with her silly antics, your going to end up just like her and she'll ditch you in the blink of an eye when she finds someone else she can use. Just don't come back to me when she's done with you because I'll only tell you I told you so.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 10th 2010, 06:59 PM
After last night... I am even further questioning things. I mean, were you manipulating your words to get out of a bind I caught you in, or did you really mean such? Pretty sure it's the first option. And it hurts me wondering if its you or the antidepressants that love me. I mean, apparently when you went off them, you suddenly started thinking about how you wanted to leave me.
Why am I the one to get in these scenarios which are bound to make me worse in the end?
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 10th 2010, 07:36 PM
I'm sorry I have emotions. There were things I used to expect in life. Things that most people live with, and can't imagine living without. And I don't get them anymore. We're always fighting, and it seems like it's impossible to be unhappy. I try to talk to you and let you know that I'm not happy, but you never listen. You never care. And even if you do care, you make no effort to help improve things for me. I thought you were my mom, and you were supposed to provide for me. But it seems like I'm the one who always has to be YOUR cheerleader. Why can't I just be a teenager? I feel like I carry the emotions of a 47 year old. I just want to be free of them. I just want to be me again; the me without the stress and the burdens. But I guess you don't understand anymore...
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 10th 2010, 11:04 PM
To A: As you can probably tell from the fact we're talking properly again, I'm over what happened with the break-up. I'm not going to pretend I'm happy about how things worked out, but time has made me a wiser man and I can see now that things just had to end. I wish they'd ended in a better way, but that's by the by. What I'm trying to say is I understand why you acted as you did, and even though you haven't asked for it I forgive you. I know life is very difficult for you, and I'm still here for you as a friend.
To B: I'm not sure why, but it feels like talking to you is getting more difficult. Obviously we ARE still talking, so it's not like a wall of silence has gone up. We still get on well and are still good friends, especially given some of the stuff you've confided in me and vice versa. But my head is in a mixed up place and it's tying itself in knots over whether there is more going on than just friendship, and that worries me. We are good friends - you helped keep me sane when things were going crap, and I helped you with life problems and boyfriend issues as well as best I could. We get on well and have done for the last year. So I'm worried that any feelings I might have - aside from being unlikely to be reciprocated if they even exist - are going to throw an almighty spanner in the works. I don't even want a relationship right now, and I doubt you do either. I just wish people wouldn't keep making comments about whether we're together - even though they're jokes, it isn't helping...
Last edited by dr2005; March 11th 2010 at 10:16 AM.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 11th 2010, 03:15 AM
I hate you. I can't believe I thought you were a good person. Who does something like that?! And your pregnant girlfriend, she's almost as bad. I hope you rot in Hell. You're going to be a horrible father. I wish that baby luck.
"You've just been B-Wildered." -Brian Wilson <3
Trumpet love; Tenderlips.
"Where there is love there is life."- Mahatma Gandhi
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 11th 2010, 08:59 PM
I'm sorry for all that happened between us before. I know I'm 2 years too late but I want to start over :/ By no means do I mean a relationship, that ship has sailed I just want to be your friend again. You probably don't believe me but I cared a lot for you, I think us hating eachother is kind of silly.
"Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself."
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 11th 2010, 09:35 PM
I am so in love with you I don't think a life time is long enough to show you. Everyday my love grows and grows for you. Nothing has ever been more perfect yet each day is continues to get better. Be mine forever?
Don't ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 11th 2010, 10:34 PM
I don't care about your freaking boy problems. Leave. Me. Alone. Why can't you take a hint? I mean, I've done everything to try and show you that I don't want to be friends, yet you continue to act like everything's just fine and dandy. Newsflash: I'm not your friend, and I haven't been for over a year. Take a hint and stick to your new friends, you have plenty. You don't need me and [other friends], you just want someone to ramble to.
As much as I love you, I'm afraid it's too hard for me to talk to you about this. I know you care, and I'm so glad you're finally beginning to see what I'm going through and you want to help--but please, don't make me talk about it. If I can just keep it to myself it'll be a whole lot easier. Now every time I cut I think of you and I feel even worse. It only makes me want to do it more.
God, I love you. I mean, everything about you--you're just so amazing, haha. I can't even find words to describe how awesome you are. If I suddenly stopped smiling and laughing, I think you'd probably be the first person to get me to do it again. You make me so happy. Even if I can't be with you, even if you don't feel the same way, I still adore you.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 12th 2010, 01:20 AM
Really? You throw a guilt trip on me?! Really? "Sorry I'm disappointing you." What the hell? No. You don't get to play that game. You continually remind me that I'M not good enough. Not the other way around. So you don't get to play the poor pitiful me this time. No. You get to shut up and quit reminding me how much I disappoint YOU. Because, just admit it, I'll never make you proud. NEVER.
Great works are performed not by strength, but by perseverance. PM me anytime <3