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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
April 13th 2011, 10:05 PM
You bully, you judge, you're prejudiced in every way.
You think you're above everyone else by putting them all down.
You're disrespectful, arrogant, and a bigot.
How can you live with yourself?
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April 14th 2011, 12:33 PM
Can I please stop having you in my dreams? Its driving me crazy.
You were in a race, like a triathlon but a little different. You started off running and I saw you as soon as the gun went off. I high fived you as you ran by and shouted your name, cheering you on. The race was up and around the mountain, back down to the beach. There was a trail for viewers so I walked along the trail to follow you. We met up again and it was just me and you in the woods. I ran over to you and gave you a big hug and kisses on the cheek and neck. After the race, you were going down to VA for something and had asked (like a month before) if I wanted to go. So I finally told you I was coming. All you did was look at me. Like you didnt want me coming. And you told me why. All I could say back to you was, every 'I love you' I didnt say at night, every kiss I left you wanting, every 'you look beautiful honey' i never said was all a huge mistake. I am a different person now and you have to believe me. I stopped drinking and smoking and cutting. You were still looking down at the ground. I wrapped my arms around you, told you how beautiful you looked and how much I really did love you. And I walked away.. I think you followed.
"It's all about where your mind's at" -Kelly Slater
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April 17th 2011, 01:57 PM
I am sorry. I am nothing more than a silly, selfish girl. I am apologising for my stupid behaviour of past. I am working on getting better control of things. They will be put away and sealed. Just don't hate me. I'm sorry.
"Think of your life as a book, move forward, close one chapter and open another." – Unknown
We give each other strength to make it through the darkness." – Silverstein
"Life is the art of drawing without an eraser." – John W. Gardner
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." – George Eliot
Every human life is worth the same, and worth saving." – J.K. Rowling
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April 17th 2011, 11:06 PM
I'm so sick of it.
Thats why I stopped talking, not because of any other issues.
And you call me a bitch just because I'm silent? Does that give you the right to hit me over and over?
Your my best friend. Do you realize how that made me feel?
I hate being the one left out and the one that everyone messes with because its 'fun'.
I'm never enough.
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April 18th 2011, 02:06 AM
I'm so glad that our friendship is finally over.
You've never done anything that was healthy for me.
You just enabled all my disorders and you only fed them so that'd they grow.
I was too in love with you to notice though.
I gave you everything that you asked me for, and then so much more than that,
and you treated me like shit. I can't believe I didn't see it until now.
I'm not your little puppet that you can control,
and the days of being yours, and putting your life before mine, is over.
It's done. We're finished.
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
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April 18th 2011, 02:39 AM
You may just be my best friend's big brother, but I care about you a lot.
I'm scared that you want to go into war. It terrifies me.
I do love you, in a weird, sisterly way.
I don't want you to go. I have no right, but it's still true.
I can't stop you of course. But be careful.
I'll treasure our time together until then.
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April 18th 2011, 03:30 AM
I should have been up there with you guys. Why am I always left out? Will you even care when I pick up and leave in ten days? Will you even freaking care? You don't know me. You don't know my random dry humor, my obsession with fantasy novels....you all don't know me. And you're missing out. I'm not perfect. I'm not friendly. But please reach out?
Hello, world
"And if you take my hand, my son, all will be well when the day is done."
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April 18th 2011, 10:41 PM
I really really really really like you. I don't know if you feel the same, probably not. I just want you to know that when i'm not around you it makes me hurt inside, I feel like crying even if you're only going out of sight for 10 minutes, it hurts me. It hurts me to know that me and you may always only just be friends. It kills me inside to know that I don't know how to approach you or what to talk to you about. It's so painful to like you and the worst part is I don't know why. To me you are so perfect and I probably mean a lot less to you than you do for me.
I could die for you if I had to. It also hurts to know you probably wouldn't do the same for me. It really hurts me to like you. A lot of people tell me no one is worth being hurt for, and that I need to confront you. I just can't.
You will never realize how much you mean to me. It would kill me to see you with anyone else. I have cried for many hours over you, and you haven't done the same for me. As you know, we're ''friends'' You don't understand how much I want to be more than just friends with you. You are nothing less than perfect in my eyes. </3
♥
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April 20th 2011, 12:36 AM
I think I enjoy talking to you too much for my own good.... I just hope this friendship won't blossom into something more because I don't want to risk that...
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April 20th 2011, 02:16 AM
Im apologize with everything I have. My nervousness got the best of me and Im sorry for trying to keep apologizing to you, which led to me seemingly creep you out. I just wanted to set everything straight but it kills me that you never acknowledged that I tried and you thought I was just another guy. Its has happened too many times and theres nothing I can do.
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April 20th 2011, 03:43 AM
If you never wanted to talk to me or have anything to do with me and just plain ignore me why did you just tell me to start with and spare me this, and dont go and say that its not true because i can fully see it, im not blind like everyone says i am,
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April 21st 2011, 12:49 AM
I really can't believe what you've gone and done.
When you came into my life, I was cautious of you at first because of your reputation, but figured I should give you the benefit of the doubt.
But you've lived up to the expectation of being nothing but a scheming, conniving, two-faced, backstabbing bitch. So well done for being consistent I guess! xD
I don't know whether you do things maliciously with the intent of hurting people, or whether you just don't engage your brain before you speak. But even by your own admission, you enjoy a scandal. I always thought "fair enough, that's your call", everyone gets a kick from different things. But I didn't expect you to turn on me and then, worse still, be lovely to my face.
I've always supported and encouraged you, praised you and given you advice when you asked. Even when I was at home really sick after my op, not even able to swallow, I was on the other end of the phone for you.
Why the fuck do I bother? You're still a grumpy bitch most of the time, you still moan about the same shit that you've been moaning about since Day 1, despite the fact I've helped you with it. You just manipulate people to get what you want and find out what you need to in order to shoot them down. You should have listened to your mother and become a journalist!
I'll admit I've never fully-trusted you or been able to place a value on our "friendship". Now I know why; my sixth sense was trying to tell me not to get close to you. Once again, I should have listened.
Well you can expect to see a whole new side of me now. I'm done with being the lovely person who bites their lip and accepts people for who they are. You wanna play games, then game on!
"You, and only you alone,
Can build a bridge across the stream..."
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April 21st 2011, 02:41 AM
You are so freaking miserable about everything, all the time. My sympathy isn't going to last forever. I don't want you to be sad, so I talk to you, but you never tell me ANYTHING. I try to help, and you don't let me in. I want to be there for you anyways, but you just ignore me because you're too busy complaining about how nobody's ever there for you. I'm sick of it.
I'm sick of you.
Hey! You are my sunshine on a rainy day, it's gonna be okay.
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April 21st 2011, 04:26 AM
I likeeeee you. A lot. Damn. Lol. Spending literally four days in a row with you was amazingggg. Sleeping with you every night was so perfect. More than I could ever ask for. You are just so cute. Fucking adorable. I hope this works. Im glad you broke up with her for you. Because you deserve so much better. And I could show you. And I want to. Because I want you. To be happy. Honey bunch, I can NOT wait to spend tomorrow night with you. <3
"It's all about where your mind's at" -Kelly Slater
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April 21st 2011, 05:40 PM
I really wish you'd be there for me when I need you. I don't thik its too much to ask to hangout with you once while Im home. I've been home over a week and a half and you "might" be able to go for coffee today finally? I'm sorry but that is a little ridiculous. I would drop everything if you needed me so where are you when I need you? I miss my best friend.
I never fight for what I want in my life but what I want is you. I know if I don't stop being clingy I might lose you for good and that thought terrifies me. Every time we're talking and you sign out I freak out a little bit worrying that you won't come back and I've totally messed things up. There are a lot of things I didn't say to you and didn't express. I could never make myself express them and I couldn't say them which left you in the dark completely. But all the times we broke up made me realize that I needed to start expressing myself and reminded me that you can't read my mind. I can't change the things that didn't happen but I can change right now.
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April 21st 2011, 06:15 PM
i spoke to you cos i was looking for help, you pretty much said my issue was no big deal, well maybe it was to me....maybe you could have put yourself in my shoes, or if you didnt have any advice, just offer me a hug, thats all i wanted
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April 21st 2011, 10:24 PM
Okk so I've obviously upset you or annoyed you somehow. Can I please know what I've done so I can at least apologise and make amends? You're dating my best friend and it's really hard to hang around with you two when all you do is blank me. Can we try to make this work, at least a little? I know I used to have a crush on you, but that was a year ago, and I'm with C now. And I know that I "took him away from you", but he does have his own mind, and anyway I wouldn't have minded if you approached me and said what was bothering you. Look, L, I don't necessarily *want* you to be my friend, but while you're with L "we" have to work at least at a minimum level, i.e. you don't completely blank me whenever I'm around. So what do you say, are you gonna try to stop being self-centred for once?
I like to tell you that I'm ready
For whatever's coming
But to be honest there's a part of me
That loses control
~
The things that used to mean so much to me...
have gone the way of dinosaurs...
hopes and dreams, and everything...
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April 22nd 2011, 12:58 AM
Why did you lie to try to evade me? The truth wouldn't have hurt but now that I've figured it out now, it does hurt. I just wanted to talk one last time.
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April 22nd 2011, 05:47 PM
I'm scared too babe. So scared. For the first time I have exactly what I want, and now that I have that, at any moment I could lose it. And that I don't think I could handle.
So please stay for awhile, if not forever.
Don't ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.
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April 22nd 2011, 08:40 PM
I don't give a fuck how light and okay I seem, I'm not okay. Don't delude yourself into thinking I am. I may not like lying, but I'm damn good at it...
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April 22nd 2011, 09:11 PM
Dear Carmen,
I honestly hate the way you treat me .... you act so nicely to others and then like a demon to me .. you've treated me absolutely badly and you made me feel like I deserved it
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April 22nd 2011, 11:23 PM
Can't believe it's been over 3 years now...still breaks my heart a little remembering that day. I'm so sorry I wasn't able to help you more. I wish I'd found the right thing to say when it mattered most. Maybe there wasn't a right thing to say. All I know is I wish I was able to say this to your face, and that I didn't have to hope God's passing the message on.
RIP - still miss you.
"The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." - Nelson Mandela, Long Walk to Freedom
However bleak things seem, however insurmountable the darkness appears, remember that you have worth and nothing can take that away.
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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
April 23rd 2011, 12:39 AM
-I really don't know what I did... but all I can say is I'm sorry... I feel like I deserve to know what's going on.. But glad to know what you really think of me. Next time I would rather you just tell me?