1) I'm atheist 2) I'm liberal 3) sometimes I just really need a hug 4) I have low self esteem 5) I feel like I'm really stupid 6) I hate school 7) I want to lose weight 8) I self harm 9) I cry a lot 10) I'm lonely 11) I think I'm ugly 12) I love lions 13) I was once suicidal 14) I hate my family 15) I see a therapist 16) I have a best friend 17) I hate school dances 18) I don't play sports 19) I wish I was good at a sport 20) I'm boring 21) I watch way too much tv 22) words hurt me 23) I hate being yelled at 24) I have lost friends 25) I'm bored with my life 26) I am generally unhappy 27) no one knows the real me 28) i care about other peoples feelings 29) sometimes I'm mean to hide my insecurities 30) I love my cat 31) I have never had a boyfriend 32) I have trouble sleeping 33) I take antidepressants 34) i am scared of failing 35) I am afraid to go to college 36) I am afraid to lose people 37) I have trouble opening up to people 38) I love every type of music 39) I hate lawnmowers 40) I'm not funny 41) I don't like shopping 42) I own way too many gray shirts 43) I have no confidence in myself 44) I justwant people to understand me 45) I want people to accept me for who I am 46) I think abortion is ok 47) I will not change my last name when I get married 48) my feelings get hurt easily 49) I just want sommeone to care about me 50) I don't eat much 51) I hate swimming 52) I'm afraid of getting hurt 53) I hate being judged 54) I love summer. Sorry this is so long but I needed to get this out.
These are some of my confessions.
If you have any confessions post them.
We do not fear death, we fear that no one will notice our absence. That we will disappear without a trace.
My confessions, hmm well where to start:
I'm suicidal most of the time
I've self harmed in the past and really having to fit urges to start again
I have low self esteem
most people hate me and i don't blame them
I have never properly been happy
I've been in trouble with the law
Love you Naomi R.I.P i miss you loads but i will never forget you
08/11/92 - 10/11/92
R.I.P Gill - I love you as a second mum,will never forget you and all your advice,oh and i will keep smiling like you wanted see
Going to try continue helping people like you wanted and you did,hope i'm making you proud
1. I have low self esteem
2. I regret quitting competitive soccer
3. I tend to like girls who either have boyfriends, or I don't know (why?)
4. I lack self confidence. I always need someone there with me to feel secure.
5. The girl I currently like, I've never talked to lol!
Carpe Diem: Seize the Day/Moment. -Horace
Veni, Vidi, Vici: I came, I saw, I conquered -Julius Caesar
1. I'm short.
2. I'm thin.
3. I like myself.
4. I believe that humor can save us from all the horrible shit that's in this world. And I believe that without humor, we'd all be dead already.
5. Without The White Stripes, I would be a completely different person.
6. I like to push the envelope and f*ck with people's heads.
7. I'm worried about being perceived as annoying.
8. I love being single.
9. I'm three weeks free.
10. I'm strong
I can't stand almost everyone at the school I go to, as well as most of the school itself. I used to self-harm. I hate myself. I have a thing for a guy who's probably gay. (Just my luck.) I absolutely despise almost all of American pop culture.
"There will come a time when you believe everything is finished. That will be the beginning." -- Louis L'Amour
*Love to point out awkward situations
*Am prone to inappropriate laughing
*Often zone out during class
*Am very selective with what I tell the people I know in real life
*Love clothing (I hate being so into such a materialistic thing)
*Have hatred in my heart
*Love sticking up for myself (It's good for the soul)
*Can't wait for the next steps in my relationship
*Can't think of anything super sleezy right now
1. I'm frustrated.
2. I'm really worried about something that's worrying me because I'm worried about it :/
3. Hate college. Just 32 weeks of lectures left though.
4. I'm really bad at Italian, even though it's my major.
5. I'm two years self harm free on Thursday.
6. I'm addicted to How I Met Your Mother.
7. I have more guy friends than girl friends now and although I love them, I hate that. I want to be part of a group of girls, just girls, for a bit.
8. I've run out of cotton wool and am worried about how I'm going to take my make-up off.
9. I'm finding rehearsals for the play I'm doing such a total drag and I can't get into it at all, I'm doing a terrible job with finding the character, my acting skills have suddenly completely disappeared and I can't let myself go in front of the rest of the cast and stop feeling self-conscious, and I feel awful because I'm worried it's going to fuck up the whole play for everyone.
10. I keep procrastinating on this tiny bit of linguistics work I have to do even though it's midnight now.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
2 i hate being alone
3 quietness scares me and makes me have anxety
4 i love the color blue but like purple way better
5 i love my bf who abused me and he loved me to until he killed himself
6 i cry myself to sleep but dont sleep at all
7 i have sever truss problems but will tel ppl what im thinking
8 im not a virgin but wish i can have it back
9 i was raped at 14
10 i dont want to go to college im terrified
11 i love my dogs
12 i have low self esteem
13 i sh and trying to quit
14 i laugh when i mean to cry sometimes
15 i have short term memory from when i was thrown into a wall dont really remember whhat happened after
16 half the time i dont know wat to say
17 im scared of my sister puppets hieghts bodys of water and so many other things
18 i admitt ihave problems
19 i am nieve with boys
20 i been i 3 abusive realtionships and dated 3 times
Life is too
Short to spend
It at war with
(n.) the inability to distinguish between fantasy and reality
1. I hate cleaning.
2. I used to be super depressed.
3. I have a guy best friend(whom i've secretly been in love with forever)
4. I have an awesome boyfriend.
5. I hate nearly everyone in my class and school.
6. most of my friends are younger than me.
7. I write pretty depressing poetry.
8. I hate doing laundry.
1. i've self harmed and lied about what it was
2. a slight comment can make me depressed for weeks
3. i have low self asteem
4. i fear death alot
5. i like to be alone but not to feel lonely
6. i'm jealous of my friends because they're prettier, thinner and nicer than i am
7. when i walk past a group of people i'm scared
8. i like being in quiet dark places
I dont feel good about myself
i always feel like im to fat
i dont feel like a good enough mom
i care to much about everyone
i kissed someone else then my bf
I dont cheat and i did by kissing someone
Im tooo good at lieing
I sometimes yell at my kids
I feel like if i wasnt here life would feel alot better