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Re: What are you thinking right now? -
February 1st 2012, 05:25 PM
You're not fighting me, you're fighting the homework, the bad health, the insomnia, the urges, the suicidal thoughts...all those things and more.
Just not me. 
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Blissful Oblivion...
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Re: What are you thinking right now? -
February 2nd 2012, 06:37 AM
Dear Family,
You know what? Just go fuck a tree. You have no right to ruin my life the way you do. You have no right to call me those names. You have no right to say that I'm selfish when I (try to) take time out of my day for other people on Live Help, though you wouldn't know. You have no right to call me psycho. You have no right to call people like me "weird" and say that we need mental help. You have no right (or reason) to try to kill me (though you have). You have no right to call me on the phone just to say those things that you did to me. You have no right to leave me and (I think) one other person worried sick. You have no right to hurt me. You have no right to do those "things" or even threaten to do them to me. You have no right to say (or do) any of the things you do, because you don't know the first thing about me. Nobody should have to be put through what I consider torture and abuse on a daily basis, by ANYBODY, let alone FAMILY. You can bet your sorry asses that the second I turn 18 I will be out. You will never see my sorry, selfish, psycho, deserving to die self ever again. You are just a self centered lowlife that I shouldn't be involved with. I don't need to grow up, you guys do. You think I don't know much about how the world works, but I bet I know more about this cruel place than all of you put together. Do I need to explain further? I may not be beautiful, but I'm not ugly either. YOU are. ALL of you. I DON'T HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THIS! I don't. I don't have to let you win either. I can survive, and then flaunt it in your faces. You all think everyone would be better off if I was dead, well guess what? I'm going to prove you wrong. I'm not going to let myself kill me. I won't. I can't. You know how competitive I am, and I'm not going to let myself lose this battle. To mom- This isn't just a "phase" that I'm going through mom. It isn't "peer pressure," like you say it MUST be. I've been like this for as long as I can remember, I've just started to act on it fairly recently. Also, what do you think "punishing" me is going to do? Make me stop cutting like you said it would if I ever did cut? (NEWSFLASH! I DO already.) You say you know the world. You say you understand why "freaks" do these things. You don't. They say a mother knows more about her child than the child, they must be liars. You don't know me, and you don't care to. To Elliot- I don't want to spend another second thinking or giving a fuck about you. To Grandma/JoAnn- Go fucking screw yourself in a corner you narcissistic bitch! Also, see above note to Elliot. Finally, this might make me a horrid person, but I don't care. I hope you fucking DIE soon. I will NOT go to your funeral (other than to celebrate), I sure as hell won't miss you, and I will not, under any circumstances, cry. I can't keep on living like this. I need to get out. I can't really talk about all you do to more than, oh, I don't know, one person? Be proud, all of you. You killed a person inside. But you know what? She's going to survive, because I SAID SO. She may have to wait, and suffer, and cut, and cry. But she's gonna be alright in the end. She's gonna get help, and live happily on an island in the Bermuda Triangle with a tiger named Vince. Fuck you. ------------------------- You asked. I answered. There's more. I can go into detail if you want, but I doubt you do. I'm tired anyways. Goodnight good people of Teenhelp. <--- Amicus^Ir Tumblr Aweesome Sauce huggy Girl. No frownies or no brownies. Anybody who beeps me WILL be eaten. 1/7/12 - LiveHelpOperator <3 |
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This thing needs more space.
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Re: What are you thinking right now? -
February 3rd 2012, 07:03 PM
Lolo <3
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Blissful Oblivion...
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Re: What are you thinking right now? -
February 5th 2012, 07:29 AM
I'm just tired. I'm dead tired.
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February 5th 2012, 08:11 PM
I'm thinking about roast chicken. I want some.
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Re: What are you thinking right now? -
February 8th 2012, 04:05 PM
I'm thinking I should go have my bath...
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Re: What are you thinking right now? -
February 8th 2012, 04:19 PM
Death.......
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Re: What are you thinking right now? -
February 8th 2012, 07:12 PM
If I ever told you the truth, you would kill me. I'm sure of it.
It would be so nice to cut right now. I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! You hate me, obviously, because I'm not a good straight christian girl. NO! I'm a bisexual agnostic/atheist girl. Because not being straight is HORRIBLE. And you blatantly said that you hated me for that alone. Or you WOULD if I was. Well guess what mother? I AM. You think that I'm an atheist, which I might be. You hate me for that too. You blame me for all your problems, including the divorce, which you also said. You know what mother? Fuck you, you stupid, arrogant, mean, nasty BITCH! I HATE you for hating me. And guess what mother? God says hating people is a sin too. <--- Amicus^Ir Tumblr Aweesome Sauce huggy Girl. No frownies or no brownies. Anybody who beeps me WILL be eaten. 1/7/12 - LiveHelpOperator <3 |
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I like tea. <3
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Re: What are you thinking right now? -
February 9th 2012, 07:59 AM
I don't care today. I'm going to eat whatever the hell I want.
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NO LONGER A N00B! HOORAH!
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February 10th 2012, 01:30 AM
Hmph. Maybe I don't like him as much as I thought?
It's a weird thought... I just posted and now I realize that he's the complete and polar opposite from me. *sigh* Considering he's moving, I suppose this is a good thing. 
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February 10th 2012, 07:48 AM
i'm thinking about even though it's been two years! woah. you're still on mind.
i blame my current living situation.
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PM me anytime!
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February 11th 2012, 02:02 AM
So I am quite certain I am going to have a binge and purge fest ... just gotta figure out what I want to binge and purge on! Hmmmmm! Something amazingly sweet and scrumptious and delectable!!
There could never be amore beautiful you
Don't buy the lies, disguisesandhoops they make you jump through You were made tofill a purposethat only you could do So there could never be amore beautiful you -Johnny Diaz Everyday is so wonderful And suddenly it's hard to breathe Now and then I get insecure From all the pain, I feel so ashamed I am beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring me down I am beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring me down, oh no So don't you bring me down today To all your friends you're delirious So consumed in all your doom Tryin' hard to fill the emptiness, the piece is gone Left the puzzle undone, ain't that the way it is? 'Cause you are beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring you down, oh no You are beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring you down, oh no So don't you bring me down today -Christina Aguilera |
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C'est la vie. ♥
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February 11th 2012, 03:13 AM
I feel like I got hit by a train.
I really need to hear back from UCSD. I'm getting more nervous as every day passes. |
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I like tea. <3
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February 12th 2012, 01:21 PM
I am thinking I should get up off my butt and go to the shops. xD
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Re: What are you thinking right now? -
February 12th 2012, 01:35 PM
how much longer will it be untill dinner is ready
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I like tea. <3
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February 13th 2012, 09:34 AM
I should get dressed...
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Re: What are you thinking right now? -
February 13th 2012, 10:27 PM
Love you. <3
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I like tea. <3
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February 15th 2012, 08:19 AM
I should start my coursework...
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February 17th 2012, 08:32 AM
Me again.
Why the hell do I always do this to myself? I need to stop hoping and feeling all those other good emotions, they just make me feel that much worse.  I complain way too much. You people need to tell me to shut up. 
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I like tea. <3
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February 17th 2012, 08:40 AM
My tummy hurts... Why does my tummy hurt?
Why do I pretend I don't have a food intolerance? It's not freakin' worth it. xD Buddy June 24th 2011-August 10th 2011 Live Help Operator since July 28th 2011 HelpLINK Mentor since August 10th 2011. Addictive Behaviours Forum Moderator since September 8th 2011. General Forum Moderator since January 29th 2012. Social Networking Team since January 15th 2012. |
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Smile; you're beautiful.
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February 17th 2012, 10:44 AM
I'm missing a certain someone & am hoping to talk to them soon (:
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February 17th 2012, 03:45 PM
I seriously think that he's trying to hurt me, even though he says that he's not meaning to.
He doesn't realize that it's so hard trying to get over him..
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February 17th 2012, 05:17 PM
I hate my freakin' internet connection. u_u
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February 18th 2012, 10:39 AM
ive been thinking is being bisexual or being gay wrong
cause im really confused about what i am and my parents brought me up to think that being gay is wrong but im scared cause i could be gay basicly im so confused and scared about it |
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February 18th 2012, 11:33 AM
im dead tired.
and today is saturdayy  I was looking for a breath of life For a little touch of heavenly light But all the choirs in my head say, no oh oh |
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February 18th 2012, 01:00 PM
School is too soon.
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February 18th 2012, 10:42 PM
I'm thinking it's prob bed time soon.
And I want a cuddle. The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows... Keep The Blood In Your Head, And Keep Your Feet On The Ground. Nov 29th 2010 <3 Do I Divide And Fall Apart? My Bright's Too Slight To Hold Back All My Dark. |
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February 18th 2012, 11:35 PM
Deflection.
Share? Mystery. Great combo 
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February 19th 2012, 02:13 PM
I'm thinking about exercising.
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February 19th 2012, 03:20 PM
Should get off the computer, headache is killing me.
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