Spiritual, forced religion? Awakening? indigo child?
 

So, my whole family is christian so of course i'm forced into church ( I find church to be very uncomfortable and judgmental and overal a sad place for me ) so I don't really have a choice, whats the point of freedom of religion if we don't get to have it? I also feel uncomfortable when people talk about the bible... I feel like gods compassion shouldn't be boxed into a religion... and that we should just do what jesus died for us to do, Be Happy. instead of restricting ourselfs by these rules...

on another note, I am in spiritual awakening (or enlightment).. the symptoms are REALLY effecting me, I'm questioning, thinking.. every one seems to be blind and I found out its cause they are still asleep.. I also found out that I am a Cusp child,, and lots of more..spiritual things are happening to me. the last time I went to church I had a vision.. it didn't seem kind, and now everytime I am near one I get a new one.. Found out it was my spirit telling me that I should be comfortable...all this is so confusing yet some makes sense.. anyone else feel this way?

Re: Spiritual, forced religion? Awakening? indigo child?
 

I am an indigo - my parents have no belief in spiritualism etc. I have been told by a well known psychic that I am an indigo. Have you tried meditation to ground yourself ? I find this helps me. I get alot of ''vibes'' and signs and messages and premonition dreams. I get the sense of de ja vu alot too. It might be worth visiting your local spiritualist church.

Re: Spiritual, forced religion? Awakening? indigo child?
 

I am a Christian. I dont call it a religion that much. I consider it as more of a relationship with God. God loves everyone and you so much and his mercy and compassion are endless. You should pray to God alone in your room and speak to him. You dont need to be in a church to prqy or have a relationshop with God. You're right, Jesus sied so we could bw forgiven of anything and be happy!

PM if you ever want to talk!^^