Sadly I'm back.

Ashleyhateslife · **Sadly I'm back. -** August 25th 2011, 11:42 PM

I got off of TH because I didn't think I was getting the help I needed. But the truth is, TH is the only place I can get help. I can't go through with suicide but... Living isn't working out for me either. I highly doubt people were worrying, but I'm just posting this in case someone was. Sorry. :/

Le bonheur* · **Re: Sadly I'm back. -** August 26th 2011, 12:24 AM

I definitely was worried!

Glad you're back.
Feel free to PM me anytime you'd like<3

Cosmo · **Re: Sadly I'm back. -** August 26th 2011, 12:28 AM

Well, welcome back!

I really hope you get any help you need that you didn't last time. Hope everything works itself out in the end. Feel free to send me a message if you want some help!

Loving Linux Penguin · last updated on 1/8/11

Hey Ashley,

Welcome back, and I hope you can find love and support

Ashleyhateslife · **Re: Sadly I'm back. -** August 26th 2011, 01:19 AM

Thanks y'all!

sassygurlone · **Re: Sadly I'm back. -** August 26th 2011, 02:19 AM

Welcome back! If you ever need someone to talk to feel free to PM me. I can relate on the life not working out and wanting to kill yourself. I hope you do find support in a lot of people here.

Celestial. · **Re: Sadly I'm back. -** August 26th 2011, 03:42 AM

Welcome back.

I'm sorry things aren't great, but I really hope you get the support you need.
I'll see you around the site, but if you ever need anything, just let me know.

Spellbound · **Re: Sadly I'm back. -** August 26th 2011, 03:57 AM

Hi there, Ashley. Welcome back. I'm sorry to hear that things aren't exactly going well for you at the moment. I'm here if you'd like to chat. Hang in there. x
If you need anything, just give me a shout! Take good care of yourself.

.Heartfelt.Guardian. · Videos Team 10/24/2011

Welcome back, we are all here if you need us.

Nicole! · **Re: Sadly I'm back. -** August 26th 2011, 06:36 AM

Welcome back Ashley

Discombobulated · **Re: Sadly I'm back. -** August 26th 2011, 08:50 AM

Welcome back! I'm sorry things aren't going great for you at the moment, feel free to PM me if you want to talk.

Sunlight. · **Re: Sadly I'm back. -** August 26th 2011, 10:02 AM

I'm sorry to hear that things aren't so great for you at the moment.
Welcome back and if you ever need anything, feel free to let me know.

MegaMadness · **Re: Sadly I'm back. -** August 26th 2011, 10:13 AM

I dont agree with the title of your thread the whole sadly Im back bit.

Anyway wb!

Ashleyhateslife · **Re: Sadly I'm back. -** August 26th 2011, 05:03 PM

I only put sadly I'm back because I don't want to be back to anything. Doesn't make much sense but I just want to sit in my room, and not do anything. Sleep is my best friend. I didn't mean sadly I'm back to TH, I meant it's like I'm back to the world sorta? Hard to explain, sorry if it offended someone.

Things aren't hard at the moment, they been hard ever since I can remember, literally... 3 years old is when things started to get hard. Then they got harder at 11, then even harder at 14, and I'm 16 now. I try to help others before me, because there is always someone worse off then me. But I can't keep hiding my tears, I just hate my life. I don't hate anything or anyone more then I hate my life. I am always sad, no matter how many smiles I put up to hide the tears. People even turn the little bit of positive things about me into things that you would think was horrible...

For example, I'm in three advanced placement classes... People keep saying I'm acting smart, or I'm to smart and it's not normal.

Another thing that bothers me; I get paid for babysitting a lot of my family, I have no bills to pay, and I don't NEED anything. So, I save some of my money but I donate at least $20 a month. You would think thats nice for someone to do, I also volunteer to keep things off my mind, and I help kids with homework. that's nice, right? Nope, I am constantly being told that I am way to nice, and that people are gonna walk all over me, I need to be meaner and not care so much about everything else. Sorry, but I didn't know It was possible to be toooo nice!

I could go on and on about everything. I just don't know how to handle anything anymore. Everything hurts me more then it should, and it's hard for me to let go of hurtful things that are being said to me. I wont be on this weekend but I will reply to any advice in a few days. Thanks again!

Loving Linux Penguin · last updated on 1/8/11

Hey Ashley

First of all--don't hide the tears. Just let it out if you need to. Holding stuff in hurts a LOT more than letting it out.

Secondly, to be completely frank with you, anyone who walks over you for donating money to charity and helping others is just a jerk, plain and simple. Helping others is an admirable thing--it doesn't mean that you can't or don't stand up for yourself, it just means that you care about other people. They have it all wrong.

Regarding the AP classes - perhaps it is not "normal" to them in the sense that it is uncommon. That does not mean, however, that it is a bad thing to be smart. To use an analogy, the same holds true for the circumcision debate. In the US, it is not "normal" to be intact in the sense that it is fairly uncommon. However, that does not mean that it is a bad thing for some guys to have a foreskin--it just means that they are different than the average guy, that's all!

I hope things shape up for you soon.

Reverie. · **Re: Sadly I'm back. -** August 27th 2011, 10:19 AM

Welcome back!
I'm sorry life is being a pain at the moment, but I hope that now you're back you can get some more support and start working towards feeling better in the long run.
PM me at any time. <3

Sea Monkey · **Re: Sadly I'm back. -** August 27th 2011, 11:20 AM

Welcome back.
I hope you find the support you need here. We're here to help one-another!

PM me if you would like to chat, anytime.

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Ashleyhateslife Offline Member Junior TeenHelper **** Name: ashley Gender: Female Location: upper michigan, USA Posts: 241 Join Date: September 13th 2009	Sadly I'm back. - August 25th 2011, 11:42 PM I got off of TH because I didn't think I was getting the help I needed. But the truth is, TH is the only place I can get help. I can't go through with suicide but... Living isn't working out for me either. I highly doubt people were worrying, but I'm just posting this in case someone was. Sorry. :/

Le bonheur* Offline Staff On Leave Outside, huh? ********** Name: Britt. Posts: 3,505 Join Date: October 3rd 2010	Re: Sadly I'm back. - August 26th 2011, 12:24 AM I definitely was worried! Glad you're back. Feel free to PM me anytime you'd like<3 "I have come to realize making yourself happy is most important. Never be ashamed of how you feel. You have the right to feel any emotion you want, and do what makes you happy. That's my life motto." *- Demi Lovato*

Cosmo Offline Rawwwrr! I can't get enough ********* Name: Matthew Gender: Male Location: England Posts: 3,295 Join Date: August 29th 2009	Re: Sadly I'm back. - August 26th 2011, 12:28 AM Well, welcome back! I really hope you get any help you need that you didn't last time. Hope everything works itself out in the end. Feel free to send me a message if you want some help! I thought about you for the rest of the day. Catching my head turning to find you again. I hated myself for it. My Tumblr

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