Triggering (Suicide): A little twist

[better-than-ecstasy]

What do these tears really mean?
You said you care, but it didn’t mean a thing
I’ve screwed up along this road
But you promised life would get better at home

I helped you out when you were in this place
So why are you forcing an upside down smile on my face?
Someone who cares is not only a want
You know darn well it’s a need

Why would you let me go?
You know I’ll just take you with me down below
I’m the only one who takes in blame
Is that the reason why you came?

You told me you would be a friend
Yet nothing I did made me lose you in the end
You were never one to judge someone by what you heard
So what do you want me to learn?

I’m sick and tired of you saying you care and then not giving a damn
Now I have to walk on my hands
You knew I was thinking of taking my own life
Are you going to be another telling me I’m not worth the fight?

You took the pledge to become a better man
Why would you do this to me? I don’t understand
I don’t care if are in love
You promised I wouldn’t be something you’d get rid of

At times like this I don’t care
I have so many reasons why I would go there
Don’t be surprised to find me gone
I’ve tried to fix the wrong

All you ever did was lie
And when I found out, I cried
So don’t come around saying you’re sorry
You’ve helped me with the end of my story

-So I decided to take a different route with my poems. Most of them are emitional in a sad kind of way, like this one. But in this piece it has more anger it. I wrote this because I needed to express my feelings on how I felt when I heard the news when one of my best friends told my cousin that she doesn't care about me. It hurt and I'm sad with a bit of anger. So I hope you guys like it.

[Cataclysmic]

I really like it. I'm sorry that happened, though.

[better-than-ecstasy]

Thanks. I just want to avoid this person.

[BrokenSmilesAwaitt]

This is a very beautiful piece of work.

[better-than-ecstasy]

Thank you so much!