Location: With God on the corner of First and Amistad
Join Date: July 22nd 2011
A little twist -
May 5th 2012, 05:45 PM
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What do these tears really mean?
You said you care, but it didnít mean a thing
Iíve screwed up along this road
But you promised life would get better at home
I helped you out when you were in this place
So why are you forcing an upside down smile on my face?
Someone who cares is not only a want
You know darn well itís a need
Why would you let me go?
You know Iíll just take you with me down below
Iím the only one who takes in blame
Is that the reason why you came?
You told me you would be a friend
Yet nothing I did made me lose you in the end
You were never one to judge someone by what you heard
So what do you want me to learn?
Iím sick and tired of you saying you care and then not giving a damn
Now I have to walk on my hands
You knew I was thinking of taking my own life
Are you going to be another telling me Iím not worth the fight?
You took the pledge to become a better man
Why would you do this to me? I donít understand
I donít care if are in love
You promised I wouldnít be something youíd get rid of
At times like this I donít care
I have so many reasons why I would go there
Donít be surprised to find me gone
Iíve tried to fix the wrong
All you ever did was lie
And when I found out, I cried
So donít come around saying youíre sorry
Youíve helped me with the end of my story
-So I decided to take a different route with my poems. Most of them are emitional in a sad kind of way, like this one. But in this piece it has more anger it. I wrote this because I needed to express my feelings on how I felt when I heard the news when one of my best friends told my cousin that she doesn't care about me. It hurt and I'm sad with a bit of anger. So I hope you guys like it.
~I was always scared of everything, even the carousel.~
~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~