TeenHelp - My poem...my life

Perplexed by time
The daily hollow hole
Another mountain that I can't climb.

Perplexed by time
Always on my mind
Those deadly thoughts cling to my skin

Close your eyes and picture it
Dreaming while awake and seeing every bit
You see your body motionless in a ditch

Close your eyes and picture them
Everyone you ever met crying over your den
It's your furnace where you have been.

Wake up and realize
That all you love comes woth a price

Love, hate, joy, and sorrow
Emotions that you seem to only borrow

The pain of life is what never leaves
It becomes as roots from a willow tree
Engrained in your body heart and soul
The terrible life leaves you emotionless and cold

Te lies the pain the deception you suffer
It only seems to get tougher
Listen to the sad songs that don't lie
More of my life thy will recite

All the agony tht I go through
Its not physical so it any be proved
So this is my memoir my sad story
I hope you didn't find it boring

So I I die today or tomorrow
Please don't be fille with sorrow
For my life has already killed this young heart
I didn't ask for this from te start.

Anonymous