TeenHelp
Support Forums Today's Posts Chat Room

Get Advice Connect with TeenHelp Resources
HelpLINK Facebook     Twitter     Tumblr     Instagram    Hotlines    Safety Zone    Alternatives


You are not registered or have not logged in

Hello guest! (Not a guest? Log in above!)

As a guest on TeenHelp you are only able to use some of our site's features. By registering an account you will be able to enjoy unlimited access to our site, and will be able to:

  • Connect with thousands of teenagers worldwide by actively taking part in our Support Forums and Chat Room.
  • Find others with similar interests in our Social Groups.
  • Express yourself through our Blogs, Picture Albums and User Profiles.
  • And much much more!

Signing up is free, anonymous and will only take a few moments, so click here to register now!


Self Expression Poems, stories, artwork and similar creations are great ways to let out your thoughts or feelings. Please share your work with us here!

Closed Thread
 
Thread Tools Search this Thread Rate Thread
  (#1 (permalink)) Old
Avox. Offline
Not In Use
Junior TeenHelper
****
 
Avox.'s Avatar
 
Name: Emily
Gender: Female
Location: .

Posts: 320
Blog Entries: 4
Join Date: October 7th 2014

I'm Done - February 16th 2015, 09:49 PM

This thread has been labeled as triggering, particularly on the subject of suicide, by the original poster or by a Moderator. The contents of this thread therefore might not be suitable for certain sensitive users. Please take this into consideration before continuing to read.

Wrapped tightly into yourself
Head heavy and heart imploding
Trying to suck you in and make you
Believe you are the fuck up they whisper about

Not sure where to place your hands
Holding your stomach or head?
Which one? Because both are aching
For comfort and attention

But both refused to be touched
By none other than yourself
Small breaths of air aren't efficient enough
Spots form in your peripheral vision

Memories play through your head
The good ones come like bolts of lightning, thin and rare
The bad in pounding rains
The worst memories slip in like poison

The thought of suicide might cross your mind
I know it does in mine
Maybe you've even attempted
Once, twice, five, eleven times

The number climbs just like the clock ticks

Ticking away, eating at precious minutes
Forcing you through another day
Filled with thoughts of razors and pills
High ledges and bullets lined up in chambers

Awaiting the day you decide to pull the trigger

But the mood ebbs away as the sun rises
Though the thoughts of suicide never leave you
They calm themselves, the storm passes
And you're left alone again

Aren't you tired of being alone?
Because I know I am
I am sick of the perpetual depression that settles
In the back of my brain

I am disgusted by how often the
Razor caresses my soft skin
And the lack of sleep and
What I day dream

Because it's often fantasies of being
Stuck six feet under
While no one stands around my grave
Because no one cares

I'm sick
I'm tired
I'm lonely
And I am more than done


Survivors have Scars. Victims have Graves.
   
  (#2 (permalink)) Old
Member
Outside, huh?
**********
 
.:PrincessZelda:.'s Avatar
 
Name: Cathy
Age: 26
Gender: Female
Location: USA

Posts: 4,420
Blog Entries: 398
Join Date: January 16th 2012

Re: I'm Done - February 16th 2015, 10:24 PM

This is really good!




Member Since 1/15/2012
   
  (#3 (permalink)) Old
Lexify. Offline
Member
Outside, huh?
**********
 
Lexify.'s Avatar
 
Name: Lexi.
Gender: Female

Posts: 4,100
Blog Entries: 1
Join Date: March 3rd 2014

Re: I'm Done - February 17th 2015, 02:16 AM

This is amazing. I hope you're doing okay.
   
  (#4 (permalink)) Old
Wheek! Offline
Eat, sleep, repeat!

TeenHelp Veteran
*************
 
Wheek!'s Avatar
 
Name: Dez
Age: 24
Gender: \_(ツ)_/
Location: Connecticut, USA

Posts: 20,024
Blog Entries: 140
Join Date: November 16th 2010

Re: I'm Done - February 17th 2015, 02:20 AM

This is stunning!


   
Closed Thread

Bookmarks

Thread Tools Search this Thread
Search this Thread:

Advanced Search
Rate This Thread
Rate This Thread:

Posting Rules
You may post new threads
You may post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Trackbacks are Off
Pingbacks are Off
Refbacks are Off




All material copyright 1998-2021, TeenHelp.
Terms | Legal | Privacy | Conduct | Complaints | Mobile

Powered by vBulletin®.
Copyright ©2000-2021, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Search engine optimization by vBSEO.
Theme developed in association with vBStyles.