it's okay - a poem

[Jess~]

did you ever hate the girl
with the big curious eyes
who tried so hard to make some friends
but was really just too shy.
did you ever hate the girl
who just wanted to love you.
it's okay, don't you worry,
i hated her too.

do you happen to hate the girl
who doesn't know herself anymore.
she lies to make life seem okay
while her mind is an emotional hell.
do you happen to hate the girl
who just wanted to feel loved by you.
it's okay, you're not alone,
because i hate that girl too.

will you still hate the girl
with the tragic past of scars.
who's going to need someone worthier than most
to unlock her forever broken heart.
will you still hate the girl
who never knew love before you.
it's okay if you won't have the patience
because honestly i'll still hate her too.

how many will ever hate the girl
before the hatred ends.
because it's hard for her to keep blindly living
when she feels she'd be better off dead.
who else in the world will hate this girl
who has only known hatred from you.
probably many more, but that's okay

don't worry, i hate myself too.

Hey Jess!

Aww, this is really nice, I love the way you express your self-hate But seriously, it IS nice You make it easy for me to relate, mainly because it's wonderfully written but also partly because I hate myself too.

See you around!
Love. - xx

[Ennui.]

I love how you ended this, after such a great build up. Very well written. Good job!

[hocus pocus]

This is sad but nicely done. Hope you're okay.

[Hurricane99]

I expected the end but it was sooo amazing! I loved this poem! <3 Beautifully written

[Resilient]

Awesome poem! I'm sorry you feel so much self hate, but that's an awesome, awesome way to express yourself and get it out of your system.

Beautiful work Whatever is going on, you'll get through it.

[Spirit.]

I loved reading this, seeing and feeling the all familiar emotions. Love and hugs. Thank you so much for posting, Jess.

[Jess~]

thank you all so much~! cx