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Just a Thought- 'I Want To Die' - October 17th 2018, 08:26 PM

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I want to die.

God, It is so horrible to write that.
Even worst to say.
But in my anger today,
I screamed it out in my mother's face.

And then I just stopped,
Stared at the wall,
And repeated it in a quiet voice,
'I want to die.'

After that, i realized,
Its always been a thought.
Pushed to the darkest corner of my mind.
Sort of like trying to bury it away.

Like a school report with a big F on it.
Stuffed in the bottom of your bookbag,
Just there, always there,
Waiting for you to accidentally pull it back out.

It is a thought that can't seem to stay away.
Always trying to creep out again.
As if it was on a spring
And when you push it back, it just bounces forward.

The worst part is that,
I want to die.
But not today.
Maybe not tomorrow or next week.
Maybe not until I am in my 90's...

But I still want to die.

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Re: Just a Thought- 'I Want To Die' - October 17th 2018, 09:10 PM

I could feel the emotion in this. I really liked this and could relate to it quite a bit.

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Re: Just a Thought- 'I Want To Die' - October 17th 2018, 10:58 PM

Can definitely relate. You can do this! <3

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Re: Just a Thought- 'I Want To Die' - October 18th 2018, 12:17 PM

There was a lot of emotion in this, and I could relate to it a lot. In particular I especially like the first couple of stanzas, where it goes from screaming it to saying it quietly - sometimes feelings like this are expressed in anger, but other times they're more of a quiet constant even when we're not actively acknowledging them. Thank you for sharing this, I really enjoyed it.

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Re: Just a Thought- 'I Want To Die' - October 18th 2018, 01:46 PM

Thank you for sharing this with us. I can relate a bit too. Hope you are okay <3

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Re: Just a Thought- 'I Want To Die' - October 20th 2018, 02:20 PM

This was really good. Hugs.

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