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Name: Alice
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Gender: MtF Pre-op, and will be for a long time.
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Toxic Angel - December 15th 2009, 11:10 PM

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I wrote this the other night when I was struggling... It's getting pretty touch without it, but I am managing ^^

I inhale your goodness,
and exhale your poison.

As I exhale,
all my troubles float away.

In a puff of smoke,
floating up to the city lights

Right now it doesn't matter,
nothing does.

I draw another drag,
and sigh as I release it again.

This is a safe place,
no anger, no fear, no tears, nothing.

I am nearing the end,
and don't want it to end.

So I take in one final puff,
and savor it's toxins in my lungs.

I know I'm dead when mom finds out,
but until then, no one will know of our secret love.

I throw the bud to the ground,
and put it out with my foot.

Time to return to hell,
the real world, home.

Until next time,
sweet oh sweet nicotine.

We May Be Miles Apart. But Your Always Closer To The Moon. And Brighter Than The Stars

PM me anytime! =D
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