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Infliction - December 12th 2010, 04:24 PM

This thread has been labeled as triggering, particularly on the subject of self harm, by the original poster or by a Moderator. The contents of this thread might therefore not be suitable for certain sensitive users. Please take this into consideration before continuing to read.

Before you continue reading I feel I should mention this was written in 2003 - 2004. Strong Language is included, as well as Self-Harm Triggers (As notified.)
You may read on now, I suppose.

Infliction
By: Kaydea

I feel I am amputated from my happiness.
Not knowing, how the Hell I can deal with this.
Internally; I am cold.
This fucking depression has it lasting hold on me.
Each scar, each burn is murder to my soul.
But each injury;
Has no pain on me.
All the anger hurt inside oozes out like poison from my mind.

I just can't take it anymore.
I can't put up with this fucking internal war.
All the anger, hurt inside...
Versus my death, my suicide.

I feel I am amputated from my happiness.
Not knowing, how the Hell I can deal with this.
Internally; I am cold.
This fucking depression has it lasting hold on me.
Each scar, each burn is murder to my soul.
But each injury;
Has no pain on me.
All the anger hurt inside oozes out like poison from my mind.

If I was gone, how would you cope?
You wouldn't care?
Fuck it then.
I don't care what you think anymore.
A piece of shit, a corpse in my way.
Fuck you, I'll do it anyways.

I feel I am amputated from my happiness.
Not knowing, how the Hell I can deal with this.
Internally; I am cold.
This fucking depression has it lasting hold on me.
Each scar, each burn is murder to my soul.
But each injury;
Has no pain on me.
All the anger hurt inside oozes out like poison from my mind.
..From my mind...
From my fucking mind.

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Re: Infliction - December 13th 2010, 06:40 AM

Ohhh man I love love love this. This is so amazing.
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