.. bleeehh ... I found this and i can relate to it a lot ... I didn't write it though ..

[purplekc95]

I let you go.


I know.


And I’m sorry.


But you told me to follow my heart for all these months.


I wanted to love you the way you loved me,
But my heart couldn’t let that be.


Now that I see what I have lost,
I realize what my choice will cost.


I won’t take my decision back,
Because I’m afraid that we will crack.


I want things to be how they were,
But I realize that’s not the cure.


I know that we are meant to be,
But right now I want to flee.


I can’t let myself fall in to deep,
Or my entire life will fall to sleep.


Right now is when I learn to deal,
And realizes what around is real.


I love you, and I swear its true,
Even if it makes you blue.


I want us to work in the end,
And I know right now you don’t want me as a friend.


I want you, but I’ll get what I can take,
I never meant for your heart to break.


One day I hope you can see what I see,
And we can both live happily.


Cause I care no matter how bad I feel.
Thats how I know that this is all real.


But for now I want us to take it slow.
Cause this is all really hard.... ya know?

[luvflamingos]

Yeah, I so get this too. It is relatable. Thanks for sharing Kelly.

[Imagine]

I loved this Kelly.
Keep writing.