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I have won. - April 18th 2011, 10:00 PM

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Hold me, make me real, the cries reverberated through my spine,
You expected too much, love was something considered weak,
I closed myself off, used my intelligence to stay one step ahead,
In time, I gave up on even that, I allowed myself to be swept up.

I wanted to be normal, I wanted more, to be stupid,
I wanted out of this abuse, I wanted to believe,
I wanted a world I could live in without fear, pain,
I wanted something that would allow me to be free.

You sent me for tests, pushed me to excell,
I rebelled, I was put in my place viciously,
Blackened and bleeding body, I bowed my head,
I hid myself under a cocky facade and fought,
fought inside where I could be free.

I waited for the day a change would sweep over me,
When i could rebel, when the time came, I lost painfully,
Withdrawing I put pen to paper, embraced maths only,
I held myself together with equations and theorems.

I have become strong and independant,
I developed skills that could kill you,
Instead lying my weapons at your feet,
I place your hand on the trigger and pull,
I fall to the floor lifeless, I have won.
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Re: I have won. - April 19th 2011, 03:18 AM

Originally Posted by Sapphire_Wings View Post
I wanted to be normal, I wanted more, to be stupid,
I wanted out of this abuse, I wanted to believe,
I wanted a world I could live in without fear, pain,
I wanted something that would allow me to be free.
This is a great poem, AMAZING! This ^ is my favorite part, I can really relate to it.

"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."

"For those who don't care, for those who can't see, never give up, always thrive to be free."

Smile, you are beautiful www.operationbeautiful.com

Blessed Be!
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Re: I have won. - April 20th 2011, 05:05 PM

Wow, this a really good poem well done
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