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Never Alone - December 16th 2011, 02:31 AM

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From corner to corner
Wall to wall
I hear the whispers
Only hoping they aren't about me


My absence reflecting
Suicide
Leaving or moving
The former most likely
Considering I'm back.


Here I must stay
In this horrid place
Full of ignorance of
those feelings of being left out.
Ignored.
Except for criticizing me.
This is the only attention
from those used-to-be friends
I receive.


Those feeling
Are coming back.
The ones I want to
Vanquish.


And I thought I did
Or perhaps just could.


But I am nervous; anxious
For my long missed blade
How long has it been?
Two? Three weeks?
Who knows,
But just too long for
no new gaps, no redness
or swelling or irritated
skin.
No relief, or even just excitement.
The rush of hearing
My body slightly split.


I shouldn't
I know this,
I need to talk.
But I feel I'm being stupid.


Maybe just looking for an
excuse
To pick the silver again.

Last edited by **Ordinary Day**; December 21st 2011 at 05:31 PM. Reason: Suicide Trigger Label added- PM mod for details if desired
   
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Re: Never Alone - December 18th 2011, 06:45 PM

i can relate to this alot. very well written. i love it!


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promises mean everything,
but once they're broken,
sorry means nothing.

Ill be fine, I swear..... Im just Gone Beyond Repair
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Re: Never Alone - December 21st 2011, 05:55 AM

I like this a lot. It's very well-written.



   
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Re: Never Alone - December 21st 2011, 09:52 PM

I love it! Great job!


I got off track I've made mistakes Back slid my way to that place where souls get lost lines get crossed and the pain won't go away.
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