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The Devil is free... for now... -
December 16th 2011, 05:03 AM
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OTL The devil escapes again, but one day... one day I will have finally had enough. She may say i deserve to burn in hell, but frankly i'd go just to watch her burn under the tortures she's given. The beatings, the screaming, the threats... She's just a part of the abusive traditions of her life that she thrusts upon her children, a cycle i intend to break. I've never been overly religious,and I'm infamous for being to proud to ask for support... but right now all I ask for is prayers of hope for my boyfriend and his siblings.
I try to help, to save, to protect. but only bring hurt, pain and neglect. What is this broken world, one mother's love, never for one son, unfurled. How much more can I take of my own piteous failures, false promises of hope and salvation... bringing only more aggravation. I can't be weak out there, but i can cry here. Here I'm only human. So now as tears burn our eyes, sobs bloom from sighs, I let him lean on me for strength, and in his fragility, find my own at length. The devil sees my threat now, plain and clear. I get what the darker side of me wanted... The Devil's fear. I get what my other side feared, turned into a monster I never wanted to mirror. Maybe this is what I have to do to help him survive, Bring out my inner demons that I'd rather not revive. In this seething war, I've no clue what's in store. My body is useless against her, breakable and flimsy.... my spirit is cracked. But not broken. I am not one of the devils toys. She can't play her games with me, because I'll play my games with her. She tries one of her games with me the ending of my bluff will occur. Sticks and stones will break my bones but words give the final blows Sometimes... enjoying life's roses means enduring the thorns, silence says more than sound, pain is just a way of making sure you were alright, and other times its better being lost than found. |
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Re: The Devil is free... for now... -
December 18th 2011, 06:22 PM
i realy liked this alot!
my favorite part had to be.. Quote:
username used to be snowstorm promises mean everything, but once they're broken, sorry means nothing. Ill be fine, I swear..... Im just Gone Beyond Repair -Mayday Parade Repose en Paix, Mrs. Radoye♥ ~April 24, 2012~ |
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