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Everything I've Never Wanted. -
January 2nd 2012, 12:16 AM
Everything I've Never Wanted Since I was a little girl Nothing has changed It's been a vicious cycle Me wishing, you spending Me caring, you not Everytime you walked out that door You moved 3,000 miles away from me Everytime I broke down and cried Thinking I wasn't good enough Stained with a broken heart until you returned House to house, guardian to guardian I could never find a real home Everyone tried to make me happy They could never fill the empty feeling The void of being one parent less Started feeling careless Unrepairable, broken, alone Self-mutilation became my only friend The one who made me feel alive again The one that destroyed me at the same time You were clueless about what I was doing Until you found out by someone else Someone who betrayed my trust Who hurt me continuously Just like you I never thought about leaving this guy Because I yearned for a father He reminded me of you So I stuck around Until you stepped in Then you started gambling away every penny Your selfish hands always seek more As you awaken your first thought is that Loans became a lifestyle for you I became mom to your little girl Neglect, emotional abuse and pain That's all I've ever gotten from you I stayed because I thought you cared Turns out I was wrong The act fell when I legally became an adult You kicked me out of your 'home' It could've even been mistaken for prison A prison to me, a cinderella who hurts Who wishes so desperately for you For love, support and care by you I wish that you would change That you felt remorse for your actions That you cared that I took her from you That you have no one left I wish you were my dad I know I'll never have you like I want I pretend that you mean everything to me But you've hurt me so badly I don't think someone can lie for too long Maybe you can, but I can't I just can't I've wished for too long I've cared for too long Now it's time that I care ...About me Feedback is always welcome..
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Re: Everything I've Never Wanted. -
January 2nd 2012, 01:25 AM
Wow, I really like it. You should care about yourself.
 I got off track I've made mistakes Back slid my way to that place where souls get lost lines get crossed and the pain won't go away. R.I.P. Tatyana Sawka June 20, 1998- April 9, 2012 |
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