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"Darkness" - April 11th 2012, 03:26 AM

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You left me
Thereís nothing left to say
I never wanted you to leave
I just donít believe things can magically be okay

I guess this is the price I have to pay
I just wish you wouldíve stayed
I know you donít want to be in anymore pain
Darling thatís why I came

Iím no human
Iím a monster prone to mistakes
I wanted to be that way again
But the evil inside me doesnít know how to behave

Just keep on trying
People will think you are flat out annoying
Thatís how I feel when Iím with you
Iím sorry for making you feel so blue

I drown in my tears
Thinking that youíll come back here
I see the lights on the dark road
If you cared why didnít it show?

Depression is my best friend
It always lets me down and wanting there to be an end
I cope with a dark cloud of pain
While you just watch me suffer in the rain

Happiness is a drug that Iím not addicted to
Life is sickening me worse than the flu could do
Suicide is the only thing to keep me alive
It sounds stupid to even think that Iíd want to hide

All this blood coming from me forms an ocean
Youíll get lost in all of my emotions
A list of lies was left on her grave
I thought you would move on by the time she faded

Our friendship broke like glass
You just canít get over the past
I felt you let go of my hand
Yet you were the only one able to stand

Your memory sinks into my veins
I do think you really hate seeing me in this pain
I felt your hate burn my skin
You always knew you would win

All of your cruel words left cuts on my arms
But we really know it was just self harm
Iíd do anything to get you back
Even if you will attack

I miss everything
I miss being able to breathe
I canít take a break from crying every day
You know there is no other way

All of the ashes cover my heart
The black beauty is a wonderful piece of art
I canít make it through another night
I just donít want everything I am to ignite


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~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~

-Goodnight Tonight
   
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Re: "Darkness" - April 11th 2012, 03:38 AM

I love this SO SO much, especially these parts:

Quote:
You left me
There’s nothing left to say
I never wanted you to leave
I just don’t believe things can magically be okay
and

Quote:
Depression is my best friend
It always lets me down and wanting there to be an end
I cope with a dark cloud of pain
While you just watch me suffer in the rain
One of my favourites from you.


   
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Re: "Darkness" - April 11th 2012, 04:24 PM

Aw thank you so much! That really does mean a bunch!


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Re: "Darkness" - April 12th 2012, 01:51 PM

Rach

Gosh all your work is so super awesome! This one is one of your most artistic piece. The words that you have used and the explanation of your feelings is simple mind blowing!



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Re: "Darkness" - April 12th 2012, 04:17 PM

Thank you so much! That really means a lot ot me.


~I was always scared of everything, even the carousel.~

~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~

-Goodnight Tonight
   
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