Non-PG13 (Strong Language): is this totes normal?

[mackey]

K im a gurl and ive been into anime for like five years and i recently got into this one called hetalia and its really good and awesome like prussia dnan you should cket it out
anyway so lyke i have a fav chara and its liet also lithuania and ive been having dreamas anout me being a guy and like slamming my "MALE" parts into is anus and i cant stop thinkgin baout him lie at all the time!!!!!!!!!!!
hes like hot and i havent gotten a boyfriend or gurlfrn becuiss im bi but i think this obsession is runin mu lyfe

i know everything about the gai too and its relly werd but dos this mean i wanna be a guy and should get a sex change cuz my mom said that but i dont really want to

[~Wallflower~]

I'm not sure how old you are, but it sounds like you aren't THAT old (14... 15?)... You just sound as if you are questioning your orientation (sexually and gender/sex wise). Just cause you've had dreams where you think you are a guy, doesn't mean you WANT to be a guy, I used to fantasize about being a guy and was getting a girlfriend. Doesn't mean you WANT to be a diff gender. Dreams aren't a total guarantee there. However, it is possible you are transgender or gender fluid or something. Maybe you are even pansexual (you will like anyone regardless of their gender sexual orientation and so on, you you'll like straight people bi people gay people, male, female, trans etc., basically, you might have the potential to be attracted to anyone who is human because genitals and their orientation and what ever else doesn't matter).
You sound like you have a fantasy, which is ok. If you are questioning your identity, you should, but don't assume you want to be a guy if you aren't positive of that, take the time to think about it