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[Bou-sama117]

Im emo and i dont like being like this but i found out i was bi and may me hate my self even more the worst part was now i have new cuts in my back worst part is i brooke my promise to my friend Tyler and shes been a good friend helping me with this stupid feelings i have for a girl.Point is i like this girl i cant stop thinking about her she knows im bi and is cool about i wrote a note to her saying i like her and my friend Tyler helped me by giving it to her and now i cant talk to her.What to do?

[greekchick]

Ok, I'm assuming the girl didn't like you back?

You are sooooo young and I know all this crap is hurting and its alot harder on you cuz of your age. But I can tell you from experience, there is no good that can come from being depressed and hurting yourself. I went through the same thing when I found out about myself.

You probably hear that all the time, but I thought the same way. I got all the way to the point where my life was in danger and it wasn't until someone with ALOT worse problems than mine came into my life that I realized how crazy I was becoming, cuz that person was completely together and dealing with their problems. The only way to feel bettter is to pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and keep moving. There will be other girls, other experiences, and other love letters. Don't let things like this break you, it's not worth it.

Good luck, and feel free to talk to me.

[Bou-sama117]

Thx greekchick she came up to me yesterday saying "why dont you say hi to me anymore?" and since i show no emotions on my face all i could say was "what?" and look like i dint care about what dhe was saying.

[greekchick]

Well, if you feel like you don't want to talk to her right now cuz it hurts, then don't. She needs to understand youre hurting and you need time. Don't feel bad about that. It's normal. Focus on YOU, you have to be number one in your life,

When I came out, the very first girl I told that I had feelings for said she didn't like me back, after messing around with me....so I understand. The second girl led me on telling me she loved me all, she wouldnt be without me, im the most beautiful thing and all this stuff and then when I actually said the word lesbian she freaked and ditched me. So BELIEVE me, I know exactly how you feel. ANd it gets better


of course.

[Bou-sama117]

It funny how one she can make me feel something so strong when i live a life with out emotions Thankyou Greekchic for helping me =)

[greekchick]

Don't look at it that way. Look at it like, from day to day you feel normal emotions that you are so used to that it doesnt mean much anymore like "aw man my pencil fell" or "Ah yes I finally got my Homework done." But liking or loving someone is not only a way stronger emotion, but im guessing since youre 14, its new and exciting too . So don't give her too much credit, there will be other girls!