Accidentally Outed ? xD

[The Devil's Advocate ??]

Thing is, I'm not strictly lesbian, but I somehow accidentally outed myself as such xD I prefer not to adhere myself to any of the current labels, like str8/bi/les/pan/etc...especially since none of it makes sense to me, all I know is that I like some girls, and I like some boys. My last boyfriend had been bothering me, needing to know why I had dumped him...So eventually I got fed up and just decided to tell him it's because I don't want a BOYfriend...

to fill you in, I've only started dating guys last year...and I had been dating girls before that...but I moved to a new school, and right before I moved, I had the worst breakup with my last girlfriend, so I kinda pushed myself really deep into the closet and limited myself to guys when I started my new school last year...And none of them really lasted (of my choice)...except for one, and he was the most effeminate, cruel guy I had ever met...I thoroughly regret those four months spent...

anyways, it's been quite a long while, I have no desire for him anymore...but I still couldn't find myself finding lasting attraction for anyone anymore...So when I started dating the last guy, and lost it all for him, I decided just to stop dating for a while...broke his heart...and I was talking to him recently, told him bout my girly past, and how I was wanting to date girls again (because I like them much more ;P) so hes all like, ur gay ?? O.o and yeah he seemed so much happier then (idfk y he says tht makes him feel better), so i didnt bother to correct...but now hes been tellin his friends i dumped him cuz i wuz 'gay' xD

it dont bother me much, might help me find my fellow lgbt people here...since i only knew one and she moved :/ but still lol now im kinda trapped in a box i didnt intend to leave lol

[MegaMadness]

Oh dear