I'm back ...with anther guy ..!!

[Mr.FJ]

hey i'm back
i wrote months ago that i have feeling for anther straight guy
after a while i realized that he's just playing with my head ,he keeps bragging in front of my friends at the gym that he rejected me ...etc and thats really broke my heart and ruined my reputation """ I live in a very conservative country"""
and for those ppl who said u can change ur gym ..i cant i live in really small village and this is the only gym in the town !!
It took a long time to forget about him
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after 2yrs Finally i'm back to college !! from the first week most of the teachers liked me !! i took the spotlight because i'm nerd and bookworm even the students keep asking me how and how we can answer this and can u help me with that ...so i decided to focus on my study and nothing else ...yeah right ..there is that cute little guy who keeps staring at me ... after days he came to me and we started to chat and he pulled a chair and said i want set next to u .. i said ok ... in the middle of the lecture he wrote his bbm in paper and gave it to me
even in the parking lot when i was getting into my car he came to me and said plzz add me don't forget !! ... here we go ... i started to have feeling for him and he's 4yrs younger than me !!!! (I'm the next Madonna )
and i dont want to fall into the same mistake again plz help me the emotions and the bad feeling about my self are back i dont want lose anther friend how i can stop those feelings ???

i hope u can understand what i wrote !! and i'm so sorry for my bad English !

[MegaMadness]

Aww that's really cute! And well my best advice is just to talk to your friend about it and hopefully they will understand and maybe even be able to help.