sexuality question??

[girlfromsocal]

I'm curious I know not really sure of what though. I like the female body but the T in the male body shape is more comforting. I'm very detailed with guys. I analyze them in seconds and can tell if they're as hot as girls or actually truly beautiful. To me guys have natural beauty when they are good looking. At least more than girls do and I actually feel that intimidating feeling. I don't really feel that connection with girls. With guys I mainly like gay porn. But I still have that side to me I like transwoman. I used to write a lot about both sexual situations. I've had girl and guy crushes. I don't like lesbian action though it just looks weird to me. Straight porn is ok just not anything I like or makes me queasy. I have gay sexual dreams of guys. I also sought out gay sexual subjects as early as 13. So I know I like guys. But I still like transwoman/straight guy contact. Does this make me gay bi or straight?

[Invert]

No one can label you. It is something you need to think about, and work out what you feel comfortable with. You also don't have to label, but there are also other labels you can use (we covered some in the TH Queer Dictionary), like queer, pan, flexible, etc.

though just to point out, as you said lesbian action looks weird. Have you found this in porn? Quite a lot of lesbian porn is in fact made for straight men, and is usually really tacky and unrealistic. So it may not be how you think.

[girlfromsocal]

it's especially in porn but starting from 10 years ago or more I've always thought lesbian kissing seems odd. Like I don't feel that way with straight or gay kissing. I've never wanted a girl likr that but to see a guy doing it to her is ok if not I feel a little jealous not how I feel about lesbians really. Yet I have girls crushes and can get well turned on with transwoman/woman/straight guy porn. And I'm focused on the woman involved. So that's why I'm confused a bit.

[girlfromsocal]

anyone else feel similar?