:/

[Rainbow Dash]

If you don't really want to read a bunch of whining by a teenage angst then leave this thread now. I miss being in a relationship :/ Three years of being single has just gotten to me. My two ex boyfriends were crap anyway so idk what I'm missing. In his defence my first boyfriend was okay, just childish and over-protective over me... which tbh I miss.

I just miss being with someone >____< damn Valentine's day coming up makes it worse. I'm just happy it's on a Sunday this year and I can stay home all day. I don't have to watch people happy. I don't even want to go on facebook that day as I know people will post 76797567967 statuses saying how happy they are. I'm not normally a jealous person :/

Nobody likes me in that way anyway :/ I just annoy most people in real life. I have little friends anymore and the friends I do have are slipping away from me a little bit at a time. I can't flirt with people to save my life. Whenever I talk to somebody I like the best thing that happens is we become somewhat friends. I end up talking about crap. The last person I tried flirting with we ended up having a 15 minute convo about igloos :/

Most of the guys around here piss me off anyway :/ and all the gay/bi girls I know are seeing someone, probably not even bi and are just saying they are to be "cool" or annoying.

[CheerUpCharlie]

Cheer up. Not everyone is as lucky to have an amazing partner.

I've been single for probably 2 years now and never had a real relationship. I'm vain as, over the internet and often get complimented for my looks everywhere. Everytime I get close to someone I shut it down, think attachment problems or scared of getting hurt.

I just go by it'll happen in time.

[Tess*]

You probably aren't as bad at flirting and conversations as you think. I used to think this about myself but I got better at it as my confidence in myself went up. And if you're thinking on a deep level, like a friend or boyfriend you can talk to about anything, I find it really hard to find people who understand me. I guess some people are just like that.
I hate valentines day too. It's my first one not single and I'm still not going to celebrate it that much at all cause I remember how shitty it is when you're single.
And don't worry about the igloo thing, one of the very first times me and my current boyfriend had a one on one conversation, we talked about a parking lot for like 10 minutes!