Is it out of reach?

[Hey, Steven]

I don't know, I guess I'm scared that when I get it, it'll be ripped away from me just the way everything else has been my whole life. What do I want? Him. I'm so scared to reach for him though! i could easily just call him right now and talk to him, but what if he's not there? What if he doesn't want to talk to me? What if, what if, what if he's busy? What if he's doing Easter stuff with his family?

I'm moving in three months... I truly care about this man... but can I stand to fall in love only to lose it?

No, I'm not stretching myself far enough. Can I? I don't know if I'm brave enough to.

[alexa]

What if he is there, he does want to talk to you, and he's not busy. . .but you've missed the opportunity because you're too afraid to go for it? Putting yourself out there is scary; falling in love is terrifying - but if you care enough, it's worth it, right? You'll never know what could happen if you don't try. "If you aren't willing to risk it all, you don't want it badly enough."